My life hasn't always been easy, having fame and money doesn't make you happy but one person who makes me happy is my big brother Jonah Mararis you might know him from Why Don't We!
I know Jonah's last name isn't Marais! But everyone knows him as Jo...
We are back at Jonah's, Well the Why Don't We house. We are all cuddled up on the sofa with blankets watching movies
Let me catch you up on the last 5 months
Me and Hayes became a thing again, it was going great for the first 3 months but in the last 2 months he's done nothing but verbally abuse me, could be worse I guess, he could physically abuse me, but he didn't
Me and Zach agreed to be friends but we aren't friends, and we both know it. I'm still in love with him, he's single, and I'm with someone. We don't work and that's the problem.
Wednesday
"Can you swap seats with me?" I ask Daniel
I'm sat by Zach and it's a little awkward, but I already know what all the boys are going to say
"No sorry" He smirks
"Bitch" I mumble
I walk back to my seat, I sit down. Zach is asleep, I look at him, he looks so peaceful, I miss his lips, his soft lips
"I can feel you staring at me" He says with a smirk on his face
I look away, "I thought you were sleeping" I mumble
"Tell me, do I look cute when I sleep?" He jokes
"Your not funny" I say
"I miss you" He says, I look into his beautiful eyes, "I miss us" He mumbles
"Zach" I start, "I'm with Hayes" I tell him
"I know you are, but I also know that you don't love him, because I know you still love me" He explains
"Your right, I do love you, but I do love Hayes maybe not as much but I do. We ended Zach, actually you ended it" I say
"Sky, I regret it because I lost the most amazing and important person in my life that night. I was under a hell of a lot of stress" He explains, "I want you back" He adds
"You can't just dump me and pick me up whenever you want" I say
"I didn't mean it like that" He mumbles
"Just leave me alone" I say
I put my headphones in to block him out
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Authors Note;
Damnnnn
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