My life hasn't always been easy, having fame and money doesn't make you happy but one person who makes me happy is my big brother Jonah Mararis you might know him from Why Don't We!
I know Jonah's last name isn't Marais! But everyone knows him as Jo...
I wake up next to Zach still feeling the guilt I felt before I fell asleep. I look over at the clock it's 6:24am why am I up so early?
I remove Zach's arms from me, and get out of bed. I chuck my grey sweat pants and my white cropped long sleeve top on from last night and walk into the lounge, I sit on the couch, letting my mind think of everything I've tried to push away
Mostly Hayes, how could I do that? How could I cheat on someone I say I love? Maybe I don't love him, maybe I was in love with the idea of being in love with him, I don't know anymore
I get so lost in my thoughts I don't notice Zach call my name
"Sky where are you?" He yells
"Sky?" He asks
"Yeah?" I ask
He walks into the lounge in just his boxers, "what's wrong?" He asks
"How could I cheat on someone?" I ask, "I'm a cold hearted bitch" I mumble
"No your not" He says, "You followed your heart" He says
"I'm gunna go back to my room and call Hayes, and then pack" I groan
I stand up, I grab my phone. I'm about to open the door when Zach stops me
"Do you regret this?" He asks
"Not one bit" I smile
He leans in and kisses me gently, I missed his soft lips, we break away both smiling like idiots
7:14 am
I walk into my room, taking my phone out of my back pocket and calling Hayes, I don't know what time it is there but I have to tell him or I never will
He picks up, "What?" He groans
I slide down the wall not wanting to admit what I've just done, "I'm sorry" I stutter
"I fucking knew it" he yelled, "Your nothing but a slag, you dirty little slag!" He yells again
"Stop" I cry
"It's the truth" He yells
"You do nothing but verbally abuse me" I cry
"It's not abuse it's the truth, look at you, your a mess, all I see is a dirty rinsed out slag and that's all I've ever seen" He says
"Y-You don't mean t-that" I stutter
"I do" He mumbles
"You know what I'm not sorry, have a nice life" I yell
I hang up before he could answer, I feel bad but I don't at the same time.
I start to pack to head home tonight, I mean it's my collection launch party, I'm so excited, but I'm more excited to know that I will have Zach right beside me
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Authors Note;
So that happened
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