Lil Marais ⇒ Why Don't We

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Thursday

I lay awake all night just thinking, which isn't such a good idea, I overthinking way to much for my own good.

I shuffle around trying to get comfortable, I get really hot so I break out of Zach's grip and lay on my own. I see Zach's eyes open I look at him as he looks back at me

"You okay?" He asks sleepily

"I'm fine Zach, just go back to sleep" I say

He puts his arm out for me to come back into the cuddle, "Stop lying to me, come here" He says

I shuffle over to him and rest my head on his chest as he wraps his arms around me, I wrap my arms around his torso, I eventually drift off

I wake up to an empty bed, I sit up and take my phone from the bedside table, I reply to a few messages and emails when Zach walks in

He placed down a tray with breakfast and a glass of orange juice on it next to me, "Thought you might like breakfast in bed" He smiles

After I ate the breakfast I place the tray on the bedside table and look at Zach, I'm about to open my mouth when my phone starts ringing, I look at the caller ID it's my manger Roxy, I answer it

I sign sitting up, "Hey Roxy" I say

"Sky I need you in London by tomorrow morning" She says into the phone

"Seriously" I groan

"Your partnering with L'Oréal so yes seriously" She chuckles

"I'll get the next flight out" I say smiling

"See you soon" She says

I end the call and look at Zach, "I've got to go" I mumble

"Please don't" He says

"Zach I have too" I say

"I can't spend time with you for longer than 2 days before your manager calls" He rolls his eyes

"Zach it's my career, I've never once been disrespectful about yours so don't be with mine" I say

"You know what? I don't care, go" He yells

"Why are you being like this?" I ask

"Because it's embarrassing telling the fans that we are going to be going on Instagram live FaceTiming fans and then I have to tell them sorry she's gone, it's embarrassing" He says

No way is he being serious! Does he remember what he did to me at his sold out concert?

"Are you being fucking serious, embarrassing? I'll tell you what's embarrassing you told the whole entire arena that you loved me and wanted to be with me to turn around and tell me it was a joke and told the fans that too. That's embarrassing" I yell

I grab my iPad from the bedside table as Zach sits there looking blankly at the wall, I book a flight to London it's in 3 hours, better get packing, I begin to pack the stuff that I took out of my suitcase which wasn't much, I get changed into some sweatpants and one of Zach's hoodies.

"Will you drive me to the airport? I've got to leave now" I ask

"Yeah sure" He says

He takes my suitcase downstairs and I follow behind him, he sets it by the front door and we both walk into the kitchen where his family is

"Sky's got to go, she's got work" Zach says

"Oh, well it was really lovely meeting you" Myta says pulling me into a hug

"You too" I smile

"Your very pretty" Reese says hugging me as well

"So are you" I say

We all pull away, "It was great meeting you" Zach's dad Josh says

"Yeah your pretty cool" His brother Ryan says

"Haha Thanks" I smile, "Well I best be going" I say

I say proper goodbyes to them, and leave with Zach

2 hours later

"I guess I'll see you" I say about to board my flight

"Yeah I guess so" He mumbles

We both part ways, I get onto the plane and into my seat. I can't help but feel disappointed, I thought he was going to fight for me, what happened to us we were doing so good