Marriage? | Jeon Jungkook

Chapter 5

05| It's one of my responsibilities.

 -Third person's P.O.V-

Jungkook looked down at the broken camera. He wanted to take his watch behind the laptop but his hand was uncontrollable and knocked the camera down. When he realized that the camera belongs to the scariest member, his heartbeats stop a second. He's doom.

The members rushed inside the room when they heard a loud bang on the room. They looking at the broken camera and back to the maknae. The owner runs towards his broken camera, his very favorite camera. His face turns into the face that the members afraid of. He looked at the troublemaker. Surprisingly it's not Namjoon did this time.

"Jungkook, what the hell?!" Jimin yelled. Jungkook looked at his shoes feeling guilty and scared.

The other members trying to calm the boy but he puts his hand up saying that 'this is my business, get off!' making the members shut.

"Hy..Hyung," Jungkook stuttered. He tried to explain everything but got cut off by Jimin. He knows how that camera means everything to him. His hand starts shaking. He really don't like making Jimin turns into a hell.

"Jungkook, this camera means everything to me and thanks to you it's now broken," he could see that Jimin's eyes started to burn.

"Hyu-hyung-," Jimin stopped him. "No! This month you have been nothing but clumsy and keep screwing things up! We didn't want that. We need to practice but we can't because of your clumsiness! We have 2 more chorography to learn within 3 months before the tour start. Come on! You are the golden maknae, you supposed to be perfect in this and we didn't need this attitude!"

"Park Jimin, that's enough!" Seokjin yelled at Jimin for not controlling his anger.

Jungkook raised his head back up and said, "No hyung. It's okay." His eyes started to get wet.

"Jungkook, I'm-," Jimin tried to say something but got stopped by the maknae. "No hyung, it's really fine."

Jungkook walked towards the door and lightly push the others member away. He didn't know what to do or where to go so the only thing that comes to his mind was to go out from the dorm and clear his mind.

He walked to the door. He didn't care that his hyungs screamed his name and bang the door close. He pushed the elevator button. When he arrived to the lobby, he fast walked towards the entrance but he stopped immediately.

He sighed. He looked at the people running trying to find a shelter. As if the earth really knows what he's feeling. He didn't care causing him to walk peacefully towards to where his legs took him.

He walked towards the park where he usually visits when he was a trainee. There was not a single person seen in the park making Jungkook a little peaceful.

He walked to the bench where he cries because he was really struggle about being a trainee. At that time, he really felt hopeless, he wanted to give up everything and go back to his home town. He didn't want to make his hyungs worried so he went to the park.

He remembers the time when he called his mom saying that his debut date has been confirmed. He could hear his mom cried causing him to also cry like a baby.

His cloth started to get wet but he didn't care. He didn't know which his tears were and which the earth's tears were.

One name suddenly came to his mind. Jeon Jisoo. It's not that he didn't like her but he felt that he didn't deserve her. She fakes a smile for him not to worry about her. He didn't dream about being a husband this young and somehow he feels that he being a husband is such a failure. He wanted to be a husband that always be there by his wife's side but looked at him, he have to practice 24/7 for the tour.