Lovely Loser (Richie Tozier X Reader)

Beverly

You checked the time and walked into your garage. 4:30 p.m. You hopped on your bike and before you started riding your bike you realized you had to pass Richie's house. "Well, shit." You mumbled to yourself. You started peddling when you heard someone call your name.

"(Y/N)! (Y/N) We- I mean I need to talk to you!" Richie yowled from out his window. You glared at him and peddled off. He started yelling your name again but you didn't respond. You peddled faster and faster. You didn't want to even look at them. You were too mad. You reached the Derry Park and saw someone's bike next to a bench. You biked next to them and set your bike next to their's.

"Hey Bev." You smiled as you sat next to her.

"(Y/N)! I'm so glad to see you!" Beverly hugged you.

"How's your new school?" You asked and she smiled.

"It's good! Everyone is so nice!" Beverly chuckled. I wish I was that happy about school. You silently thought to yourself. Please don't ask how school is going for me.

"How's school going for you (Y/N)?" Beverly asked. You groaned. "Bad?"

"Yes. It's fucking horrible!" You sighed. Beverly put her hand on your shoulder.

"The Losers got your back. It'll be alright." Beverly smiled at you. You smiled slightly back at her, it was a fake smile.

"That's the problem. The Losers are the problem." You sighed. Beverly's smile faded.

"What did they do to my lil' baby?" Beverly sarcastically said as she stood up, her hands were fists. As she spoke you giggled. "Did they rape you? DID RICHIE RAPE YOU?" Beverly sat down next to you again. Her sarcasm was stronger than ever. You broke out laughing. Tears fell from your face from your laughter.

"No, Richie didn't rape me. They didn't rape me. Calm down Bev." You wiped your tears from your face as you giggled slightly, rethinking what Beverly said.

"Well, what happened?" Beverly's sarcasm was gone. She was serious.

"I feel like they don't want me in their club anymore. They always whisper when I'm around and do weird hand-motions that I don't fucking understand." You growled.

"Can you explain it to me?" Beverly asked calmly. You sighed as you started explaining to Beverly what's been happening.

"It started off with Richie and Eddie arguing when they got to school one day. Eddie was going to tell me what they were arguing about but Bill stopped him. Than they keep doing hand-motions around me but when I look at them they stop. They usually do it when Richie is next to me. I don't understand why. Than they always whisper about stuff around me when I'm not looking but when I look at them they look away." Your face was hidden in your hands. You wanted to cry, but you didn't. Not around Beverly. She'd think your a wimp. You looked up from your hands when Beverly didn't respond. She was holding in laughter. "You think this is fucking funny Bev?!" You screamed at her.

"No! It's just... Your obliviousness blows my mind." Beverly smiled at you.

"What do you mean?" You asked.

"Nothing, you know what? Nevermind." Beverly sighed as she looked at the sky.

"What do you mean by my obliviousness?" You didn't change the subject.

"You'll find out eventually." Beverly smiled as she spoke. You rolled your eyes and groaned. Beverly put her hand on your shoulder and you looked at her. "I promise you'll find it out. I promise on my goddamn life." Beverly looked straight into your eyes.

"Alrighty Bev, if you say so." You smiled. Beverly always knew how to make someone feel better if they were having a shitty day. Even if they were having a good day she made them laugh or smile.

"What do you wanna do know?" Bevery turned her head to the play-ground than over to the road where cars were passing by.

"Maybe ride our bikes somewhere? I don't know, race?" You suggested. Beverly shrugged and looked at the sky. You joined her and saw clouds passing by. You were thinking about what Beverly had said. Obliviousness? How? What was she talking about? You zoned out in your thoughts for 5 - 10 minutes when all of sudden you were snapped out of your thoughts.

"Is it okay if we race? With our bikes? Or did you mean race as in running?" Beverly asked as she stood up. You meant a running race but you didn't really care. You stood up and hopped on your bike and waited for Beverly to get on her's.

"I don't care honestly. Whatever you would like Bev." You replied.

"Cool! I want to do a bike race, as I think you could tell." Beverly chuckled nervously and smiled slightly at you.

"Alright Bev let's go. 3... 2... 1!" Beverly and you raced around the park a couple of times. Beverly won a bunch.But you won more times than Beverly. The two of you laughed over pointless shit and talked about what happened in the summer.

After awhile of you and Beverly talking and messing around Beverly had to go. Time went by so fast. You wanted to keep talking to her, or have a sleep-over with her but you couldn't. You had school. You both said bye to one another and you slowly started biking. You weren't even half-way out of the park when you heard some one scream your name. "(Y/N)!" You jumped slightly at the surprise and whipped your bike around to see who it was.

"What?" You saw Eddie behind you. You groaned. "Why are you here?" You questioned as you stared at him. Why did he have to be here? Did he have to ruin the good times you were having with Beverly?

"I just wanted to talk to you." He slowly biked towards you.

"Why? Were you sick of talking shit about me?" You snapped. "Or did you run out of hand-motions to do around me?" Eddie stared at you blankly.

"What?" He calmly asked.

"Just go away!" You growled at him.

"Why? Why are you so mad all the time? Did I do something? Did we do something?" Eddie asked, by we he meant the Losers Club.

"I can't tell you, bye Eddie." You turned around and started peddling away.

"Wait (Y/N)!" He biked in front of you. Half of you wanted to run him over and the other half didn't.

"What the fuck do you want?" You snapped.

"Just talk to me, why are you always mad, sad?" Eddie asked. You stared at him for a second. Maybe you could tell him the truth. But no, he'll tell the Losers Club! Besides they'll just talk trash about me more. You thought to yourself. Eddie smiled slightly at you.

"No." You scoffed and peddled off to your house.