I just wanna run
I run to a cliff as instinct and wishes kick in
I stand there thinking about my family and then you flash into my mind
I wanna run back into your arms then I remember you never loved me
At this point I'm hanging on by a rock
Grasping it but wanting to let go
I hear running footsteps and I let go
I see you at the top of the cliff and you yell and reach out knowing it's too late
You run down and make it before me
In a mix of disaster and emotion I spiral down the fall so close to your arms
Then I remember you never loved me
I still go to you no matter what though and I always get drug back into this loop that we all call life
Eating, sleeping, waking up, and saying we are fine, back to the cliff, spirals of emotions all over the place, falling, remembering, then waking up in my bed again
When everyone is faking smiles we can't see what's real and what's fake anymore
Maybe that's why we are in this big loop of crying and sadness to forced happiness
YOU ARE READING
Midnight Feelings
ŞiirI know it doesn't rhyme. It's barely poetry but I feel like people will relate, but maybe it's just me.
