School the next day for me was kinda strange. I decided not to tell anyone about my "dream" because for sure everyone would make a huge deal out of it. I wouldn't even tell Kirk. And to be honest as scary as it was I wanted to forget about it.
Besides I had better things to focus on.
I later met up with Tyler to walk to our 6th period class. When I walked in instead of seeing Kirk I saw Mrs. Douglas.
Fuck.
I felt my heart kinda sink. Not only did I hate Mrs Douglas. I really just needed to see him. He's never missed a day of teaching. Then my thoughts started to take over
Is he okay?
Is he hurt?
Why didn't he tell me he wasn't gonna be here?
Did he quit?
No Sam it's all in your head. He's okay he's okay. Don't worry.
I kept telling myself in my mind over and over.
"Sam?"
I heard a voice which snapped me out of my thoughts. Tyler was calling me.
"Hm?"
"You okay man you seem kinda lost."
"Me? Lost?" I scoffed
"Yeah. Like you good?"
"Oh uh yeah i'm just curious on where Mr. Hammett went." I said as innocent as possible.
"Oh I don't know maybe he got sick or something."
"I don't know" I said
"Why are you so worried it's not like you like him or something." He said more suspicious.
I nervously laughed
"Nah that - that's just weird. Ew like he's our teacher thats weird!" I said probably giving myself away.
Tyler just chuckled.
"Okay then."
A few minutes later Mrs. Douglas started handing out paper. It wasn't even science problems. It was fucking math.
Some kid in the class with green eyes and a Danish accent said.
"Uh this is Math not Science!"
Mrs. Douglas laughed.
"As long as you're with me you are gonna do my work I don't care what Mr. Hammett says." She said his name as if it gave her a bad taste in her mouth.
"Fuck this shit." Some kid said as he threw his backpack over his shoulders and walked out.
Soon a bunch of other kids did the same.
After school
Instead of meeting up with everyone I just split and decided to go to Kirk's house. I looked in my phone camera to see if my makeup was still in tact. I smiled in satisfaction when it was.
I feel like I should text him that i'm going over there.
I got my phone out and texted him.
Hey, is it cool if I go over?
Minutes later he replied.
Yes, of course. I have so much to tell you.
I said
Save it i'll be over soon.
He replied with an Ok. I made my way over. He lived in the nice part of town. It was pretty quiet around there. Almost too quiet which was good.
I walked up his front porch and knocked on the door. His car wasn't in the driveway which was odd. He opened the door and grabbed me by the wrist and quickly pulled me in.
"Hey sorry I didn't want anyone to see you." He said letting go of my hand.
"Its okay." I said softly with a giggle.
"Here sit down get comfortable." He said sitting down on the couch patting the spot next to him."
I said down and quickly asked. "Why weren't you here today?"
"I had no car want to know why?"
"Why"
"Kathy slashed my tires, keyed it, and broke the windshield."
I gasped
"What the fuck! Why would she do that?"
He took a deep breath and moved his curls out of his face.
"She called me over 50 fuckin times and left a few voice mails. I just continued to ignore them. So later i hear a noise outside like rustling and glass breaking then I look my car was all totaled up. I didn't see her because she ran off.
"Did you call the cops?"
"Nope because I was too worried about my damm car."
"I'm an idiot" he said
"Kirk you aren't an idiot this wasn't your fault she was a crazy bitch to begin with." I said rubbing his shoulder for comfort
"Thanks and yeah exactly when we broke up she didn't react well."
"Im sure she didn't." I chuckled.
Kirk looked at me and smiled.
"Thanks for being so patient with me."
"Of course."
He looked at me and motioned for me to get closer to him. He pulled me up on his lap. I couldn't help but feel insecure because I always thought I was "fat"
"I'm sorry if i'm crushing you" I said shyly.
"Crushing me? You're literally so light." He said holding me closer to him. I felt safe in his arms.
He leaned in closer to my face. Next thing you know his lips were pressed against mine.
A while later the kiss got pretty heated. Kirk's hands began to roam my body. I couldn't help but let out a small moan.
I had to end it before it went too far.
I pulled away. Kirk looked at me
"Is something wrong?" he said looking at me
"No its me."
"I'm sorry I took it too far I didn't mean-
"Its okay I wasn't ready." I honestly felt pathetic.
"I'll see you tomorrow. I said kissing him on the cheek.
"Bye"
As I walked out I couldnt help but feel bad. The truth was I wanted more. I know he did to but I didn't want things to go too fast and besides I have bigger things to worry about.
