Reservations- A Joshifer story

The kiss took me away

Chapter 11:) yayyayayayyayayaya! Why don't people just get the message!! Holly you know who I mean. Not being horrible or anything but arrrrgggghhhhhh...

Josh's POV

We fell asleep yesterday at like noon. Now it's like two in the morning. I thought I was in my room and I thought Claudia was next to me then I saw Jen cuddled around me. Jen. What, really. She is sleeping so peacefully. She is still in her dress from the other night. I look over to see the cuts on her wrist. I feel the pain through my stomach. My phone starts to ring in my pocket. It was Francis. At this time.

"Hello" He says with a cheerful voice.

"Do you know what time it is?"

"Not really"

"It is 2:13!!"

"Really, it's because i'm so excited about filming mockingjay next week!"

"So why did you call?"

"Oh right yes, I need you to come to the set today about eight as we need you to have clothes fitted"

"Ok see you then" I was about to hang up.

"Josh...Can you tell Jen too, she dosen't seem to be answering my calls, thanks" He hung up.

I need to go and get a shower. So I find a post stick note on the side of her bed. I wrote.

Morning Jen. Hope you slept well, I had to go as Francis wants me at the set at eight to have my clothes fitted. He wants you there too. So when you wake up, head straight to set. See you then:)

Love Josh xxx

I took the note downstairs and put it on the fridge as I know she will go there first in the morning. I was about to walk out the door, the glass was all over the floor at the front door. I find a dustpan underneath the sink. I kneeled down and started to sweep up. After I pick up all the glass from the floor. I put the glass in a white plastic bag. The dustpan goes back from where it belongs. I pick up the plastic bag and unlock the front door. I found the bin outside near the gate. I lock the door and I get into my freezing car. It was 2:24. It was freezzing. I let my car warm up. I drove out of the drive.

I finally get to my drive. I ran out the car and get into the house. Atleast the house was at a warm temperture. I made my self a hot chocolate and sat on the sofa with a blanket over me. I sound like a girl but I was so cold. Should I of left Jen. Jen. I shouldn't of left her in ths state. She was cutting and I left her. What would she do next. I don't want to think. I'm a horrid person for leaving her. She probably thinks i'm horrid for leaving. She will never want to be with me at all.

I dragged my tired body up the stairs. I just had about twelve hours sleep. That is what you get for being an actor. When you sleep, you sleep. I mean like sleep. I stll felt tired. So I went to bed.

Jen's POV

I woke up in a haze. Josh wasn't next to me. I was actually really upset. Nick. Think Nick. Nick. I love Nick. I'm with Nick. I can't. My god it's Josh.

I love Josh Hutcherson.

I turn over to my side of the bed to my bedside table. It was six in the morning. I walk down the stairs. Did I have to, it was freezzing. I was nice at wram in my bed. I got to the fridge and there was a note.

Morning Jen. Hope you slept well, I had to go as Francis wants me at the set at eight to have my clothes fitted. He wants you there too. So when you wake up, head straight to set. See you then:)

Love Josh xxx

Awh. He is sooooo sweet. I miss him. I got the milk from the frigde and took a massive gulp of milk. I walked upstairs and got a shower. The blood was still stained on the floor. The hot water runs off my back. The cuts are stinging. It is so painful. I got out the shower it was ten past seven. I was in the shower for an hour. I better get ready. I shove my Jogging bottoms on and a white vest. I grab my barber coat and slip on my ugg boats. Somthing was different. The glass. Did he clear it up for me. Anyway I grabed my keys from the counter and my phone. My purse was already in my coat pocket. I got into my car and pulled out of the drive.

I got to set. At like one minute to eight. Francis comes up and hugs me.

"Jen, thank god you made it?"

"Yeah, i'm hear"

"You have your own trailer today as not all the cast is going to be hear today, you would usaually share with Josh, Sam and Jena like last year"

"Ok"

"Go to your trailer and will call you later for your clothes fitting"

"Ok, see ya soon" He walks off.

I tried to find my trailer. I was walking round in circles til I find it. My trailer is opposite's Josh's. He walks out when i'm getting in mine. He gave me a smile but I was too lost in thought. Josh knows about the cuts, I can remeber. I just stare at him.

"Jen, you ok?"

I get his hand and drag him inside. He was laughing but when he saw I had a serious face he stopped.

"Are you ok?"

"Josh don't tell anyone" I think he knows what I was on about.

"I won't but I can't act like it didn't happen"

"Just please don't tell anyone"

"I care too much about you though to let you hurt inside"

"Josh..."

"I just care too much, I love you too much"

"Aww, love you too" I start to giggle and hit his side.

"I'm not joking, I love you seriously" I stopped laughing.

He brings me into a kiss. A firework burst inside of me. It was not like are first kiss and it was not like mine and Nick's. It was magical. I dragged him by the neck to the couch in are trailer. I let the kiss take me away.

So tomorrow I have a english thing. Were we have to write about anything we want to in a short amount of time and see how much we can write. I know more about Josh then I do myself. So I will be writng about Josh.

xoxox