Reservations- A Joshifer story

You didn't just cheat on me, you cheated on us

I'm really sorry that I haven't written in ages. I have been addicated to Pretty Little Liars this american show, that is amazing. Yeah, The fault in our stars on Thursday for the advance screeing in the U.K.

Josh's POV

I was quite shocked to see Jen turn up last night. Epescially that kiss though. I have been talking to Claudia, we are still togther. I love Claudia. Wait, Jen I love Jen. What Jen. Wait. I don't know anymore. Well I know i'm starving. I walk down the stairs to make some breakfast.

Jen's POV

I smelled the pancakes before my other ssnses registered thier presnece. The honey smell of frying butter reached my nostrils and assualted my brain with mouthwatering images of fluffy, warm goodness. I walked into the kichen to see Josh frying pancakes and humming a familair tune, unaware of my presence. I snuck up behind him and gave him a hug around the wait. What am I doing. I qucikly walk backwards slowly. Oh my god. I bump into a bookshelf behind me. The books come falling down on me and the bookshelf. I collapse to the floor. I feel the weight of the bookshelf come of me. Then these arms help me up. I put my wrist on the floor to support me getting up but it stings so I fall to the floor again.

"Jen, are you ok?" Josh says helping me get up.

"I'm such an idiot" Trying to lighten up the mood.

"What about your wrist, can you move it?"

"Yes I can mother" I laugh nudging him.

"It looks sprained and I care" He gives me that sweet smile.

"I will go later"

"No I will take you"

"Josh it's fine" He tutts.

He passes me a pancake with syrup on it.

"Thanks"

"Your welcome"

I stuck right in to it.

I go to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. I'm in Josh's bathroom. I looked liek this what. I hear talking form down the hall so I stayed in the bathroom. It sounded like Claudia. Oh shit, forgot about her. I put my ear too the door.

"Come with me Josh" Ewwww, OMG my clothes are on the floor.

I think he followed her as I hear a slap.

"Josh, tell me now whose clothes are these?"

"Errmmm" I hear him say.

"OMG it's Jen's clothes" How does she know. Oh yeah I put my name in them. I know it's a bit childish but when you are working on a big set clothes can go missing.

"She means nothing to me. I love you or the only one I want" What!!! I begin to cry. That is what he says to me.

"Well why is her clothes here then?"

"I don't know"

"Well you must know, to have her clothes in your bedroom"

"Errrmmm"

"JOSH ANSWER ME NOW"

"She just turned up out of no where and stayed without my permission"

"REALLY" She was starting to get angry "WHERE IS SHE NOW?"

"I don't know" Yes he does.

I opened the door and went acroos the hallway to Josh's bedroom. I opend it so it swinged and knocked the dressers.

"Why is she dressed like that, Josh?"

I grabbed my clothes out of Claudia's hand. I then stormed past Josh.

"Jen, wait"

I carried on walking.

How stupid am I. Of course Josh didn't love me. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't keep realtionships. Nick is cheating on me. I kiss Josh but means something to me but not to him.

"Jen, I didn't mean what I said" It sounded like he was crying.

I kept walking towards the door with my clothes in my hand and the other one rubbing my eyes. I needed to put my clothes on but I'm not going to stand there and get changed infront of Claudia and Josh.

"Jen, why are you treating me like cold?"

I turned around at gave him an evil glare. I'm treating him like cold!!! Well he must be treating me like freezing freezing cold.

"DON'T ASK WHY I'M TREATING YOU LIKE COLD, I'M NOT. I JUST QUIT TRYING AND EXPECTING. I'M TIRED OF GETTING MY HOPES UP AND BEING DISAPPOINTED. SOMETIMES I REGRET BEING NICE, APOLOGIZING WHEN I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG, AND OR MAKING UNWORTHY PEOPLE A PIORITY IN MY LIFE. THE WORST FEELING IS WHEN SOMEONE MAKES YOU FEEL SPECIAL, THEN SUDDENLY LEAVES YOU HANGING, JOSH YOUR THE ONE WHO LEFT ME HANGING. I TRUSTED YOU BUT NOW YOUR ACTIONS MEAN NOTHING TO ME, BECAUSE YOUR WORDS SPOKE THE TRUTH."

After my little rant I turned on my heels and stormed out the door. I didn't hear the door shut behind me. Just as I was about to get into the car when a hand grabbed my wrist. I whimpered as his hands touched my scars. Tears started flowing down from my eyes. As of the pain and how Josh hurt me. I let my arm out of the grip of his hands. I got into my car before he could get my hands or anything. My car back out the drive and Josh just stood there.

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I got into my house. Nick was stood there. I lashed out at him before he could stop me. He stoped my hands before I could lash out at him again.

"Let me explain"

"Fine you have a minute, ready, steady, go"

"Jen, you were neglacting me, but honest your the only one for me. It's not really a big deal, she didn't mean anything to me. It was only that one time, promise. Don't you trust me? Why would I need someone else when I have a beautiful sexy girl like you?"

He started to come closer to me. I pushed him away, how dare him.

"Right you done?" He nodds.

"Firstly, it's not called neglacting!!! It's called working and it is a big deal that you cheated. I don't trust you, I did but not after this. If you thought I was beautiful and sexy then you wouldn't of done it."

"I'm really sorry"

"Sorry isn't gonna get you very far. You didn't just cheat on me; you cheated on us. You didn't just break my heart; you broke our future. So I want your sorry ass out of my house, NOW"

Again i'm so sorry that I hadn't updated. Pretty Little Liars is just really good. So tired been out shopping with Holly and know home alone:( Mum's at blooming beach...

xoxox