Reservations- A Joshifer story

The little surprise

Sorry it has been about a week, Probaby updating more now as finished watching "Pretty Little Liars" but then been told about "Orange is the new Black" and "Games of Thrones". Anyway went to "The Fault In Our Stars" Advance screeing on Thursday, IT WAS AMAZING becuse it was so great i'm going to see it on Thursday when it comes out cause such a massive fan.

Jen's POV

I just sat and read The Fault In Our Stars, it is really upsetting. I can't wait for the film. John Green who wrote the book is just inspirational. Tonight, Laura has invited me to a girly party at her house with a couple of friends. She knows about the cheating problem and that I like Josh but can't. So she is making me some to the party to have fun and get hammered. I'm not really a person to get "Hammered". I don't like the hangover after. My phone starts to buzz in my pocket. It is Josh. I just decline it.

At some point,

You have to realise that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.

I decide to get ready for tonight. I take a quick shower. The scars are still stinging. Wrist, a part of body which can cause the worst pain. Probably why you can cause you to die. Die. Hate that word. That is my fear, of dying. I understand that I would want to die now. Meaning now in the present. As I have nothing, but then I don't understand. Anyway I need to get ready. 

I blow dried my hair and just messed it up abit. I put some moisturizer on then foundation to remove blemishes and spots. The blusher makes my cheek look more brighter. To make me look happy and perky. I go for a smokey eye look with the pale pink lipstick. I put on my light blue skinny jeans, balck vest, cream wolly cardign and brown boots and bag. I can't be bothered with Jewrelly as it ends up beeing taken off because they get annoying.

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It's ten minutes into the get together with the girls at Laura's house. I wouldn't say it is boring but not the best party thing I have been to.

"Right let's do shots!!!" Laura shouts as she hands out the shots.

"1...2...3" Lexi shouts and we down them.

It was disgusting. After about the tenth shot we got a bit more hyper and crazy. My sort of thing. Some more vodka and cider we were off are heads.

Laura got her phone out and started taking selfie's and putting them on twitter. I don't have twitter as I don't want people to harrass me more then they do. After like 20 seconds of Laura putting it on the abuse started comeing after me. They were comments like.

Looks it's Jen drunk and people call her a role model

She looks fat in what she is wearing

I can't take it anymore. I go to gym, well when I can. I try to eat good food. What do they expect though with food on set.

"You alright Jen?" Asks Ashley

"Jen, you look pale and upset" Katie adds.

"yeah, yeah i'm fine" I smile.

"Anyway you have us" Harmony says as she puls me into a hug.

Laura puts Run the world on by Beyonce. Me, Ashley, Lexi, Katie and Harmony starts dancing to it. While Laura records it. Why does she have to record? Anyway it will be good to show the grandkids on how to have fun.

It was around ten and we all started to flag abit.

"God were old" Ashley says.

"No, were not. Let's play truth or dare!!!" Of cousre Laura would plan this.

It started on Laura, she picked truth and next to her was Katie so she got to pick the question.

"Who did you share your first kiss with?" That is really rubbish.

"You could of done better you know, and it was Danny Wright one of the hot crew"

Laura was one of the people at high school that went out with Danny Wright who was rather good looking. Katie picked dare. She had to run round the street yelling i'm a virgin. It was rather funny as Laura's neighbours were staring at her. Next was Lexi she had to down a bottle of cider. Then of cousre it was me. I chose dare. Lexi told me to pee on a pregnancy stick. Lexi carries one round as just incase. So I did jsut that and waited 10 minutes as it says. Lexi picks it up, I don't know why I ain't pregnant. I havn'e had any symptons. Her face drops into a frown.

"What?" I ask as I snap the text out of her hands.

It has two lines which mean i'm pregnant. That can't be true. I've had no symptons and bascially not had sex with Nick in like ages. OH. I have but with Josh. No, this can't be happening. It's lying.

"Jen. what's up?" Laura asks with a confused face.

"It is positive" Everyone gasps at me.

"Jen your having a baby" Laura jumps up acting happy.

"Am I ment to be happy about this"

"Yeah cause then you and Nick are moving up in the realtionship ladder" Laura looks happy.

Laura asks everyone to leave as I wasn't very happy and I think she wants to talk to me.

"Jen, what's up?"

"Promise not to tell anyone" She nods. "About a week ago I think, me and Josh kinda well... yeah you get the message. Though if I am pregnant then it isn't Nick's as we haven't in ages, like not since about two months ago as been busy" I begin to sob. "Anyway it will probably read wrong beacuse usually it takes about four weeks to see if you are"

"Well we will take you to the doctors tomorrow and you need to talk to Nick really"

"No I will say it is his as Josh won't want to be part of this"

"We will talk in the morning, we need to get you to bed"

I  was about to get my bag and get out the door but Laura stops me.

"Your staying here tonight" She is such a good friend.

Sorry I haven't done a Josh POV as this is important for the next more chapters. New episode of "Pretty Little Liars" and "Awkward" out tomorrow morning, so have to get up early to watch them.

xoxox