Reservations- A Joshifer story

Girls on TV

Sorry been like another week. Mockingjay finished filming the other day:( but according to Josh on Ryan Seacrest this morning he said they wrap fully tomorrow:( Seen The Fault In Our Stars five times:)

Jen's POV

I wake up to the smell of cooking. Is Josh here? I walk down some stairs that I have seen before but just can't seem to remeber. There is a shadow figue standing near he cooker. I rub my eyes cause I can't really see due to the steam from the cooker. It's Josh. I miss him. Cooking me breakfast in a strange house.

"Hey Josh" I scream at the top of my voice with excitement.

"It's Laura, are you okay, Jen?" She looks with a confused face.

"Oh sorry" I run to the toilet, I felt like I was going to be sick.

I come back into the kitchen. Laura got me a glass of water and put my breakfast infrount of me. I pushed it away. I don't want to eat. I feel sick.

"Jen, you have to eat something"

"I don't feel like eating"

"Fine but don't complain to me later when your hungry" She scowls at me.

She acts like my mother all the time. Yes she is caring for me but it dose get so annoying sometimes, well most times.

"You need to get ready cause were leaving in twenty minutes"

"Why, were we going?" I felt a bit confused on where were going.

"To the doctors remeber, I got you a appointment in half hour at quarter to eleven"

Oh shit. God i'm still pregnant. Well maybe, I don't know. I stomp up the stairs to the bathroom to have a quick shower. Once I get out the shower. I notice a little tiny bump.

I can barely look after myself never mind a child. It won't be easy. I will have to teach them everything. I won't be able to teach them things. What i'm I meant to teach them, how to keep yourself together when your having a panic attack. That his/her Dad isn't there Dad. Cause i'm pretty sure Nick is not the Dad.

I quicly get changed into the stuff I wore last night. I check my phone while I wait for Laura. I've got fourteen messages. 

4 from Nick.

2 from Jessie.

1 from Mum.

1 from Dad.

1 from Blaine.

1 from Ben.

1 from Katie.

1 from Ashley.

1 from Harmony.

1 from Josh.

I automactically click on Josh's message.

Josh's message~ I'm so sorry about the other day. Jen i'm truly sorry. Your the one. The only one. Jen, your a mess of gorgeous chao, and you can see it in your blue eyes. If you don't reply I understand with all the pregnancy going on. I'm happy for you and Nick. Jen, you know i'm here for you. J xxx

WHAT. How does he know. I search it on google, not looking at any of the other texts cause I know what they will be about. It's all over the news. The only people that know are Laura, Ashley, Katie, Harmony and Lexi. One of them must of told them. Laura came down the stairs.

"Laura did you tell anyone about the pregnancy?"

"No, I didn't"

"Who did then? It's all over the news" I start to cry.

"We will find out later, We need to get going"

We run towards Laura's car. Paparazzi start yelling "How's the baby?" "Is it true you have a bun in the oven?" "Congratulations to You and Nick" I wanted to tell them to fuck off. It made me sick that Nick's name will be on the birth certificate and that Nick will be there threw his/her life instead of Josh. I want Josh to be there though but it will scare him.

Girls on TV by The Vamps, which is my favourite song. Josh says it is just like me.

Dear diary
Want to make a new entry
Oh you wouldn't believe me
What began today

Well she called me
Oh that girl from the party
And I thought she should be on TV
When I first saw her face

She said alright
What are you doing 'til daylight
So I chanced it
I said dancing with you!

She got legs like Beyoncé
Give me the eye like Rihanna
I wanna put her on camera
'Cause she drives me crazy, crazy, crazy

Don't need no gameshow
Or a Hollywood movie, pop video
'Cause as long as she's next to me
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV

Dear diary
We finished dinner early
And the way that she kissed me
Sent us on our way

And she danced like
A professional all night
And the stars were her spotlight
The city became her stage

And I said so
Can I buy a ticket to your show?
She said front row
If I go home with you!

She got legs like Beyoncé
Give me the eye like Rihanna
And I wanna put her on camera
'Cause she drives me crazy, crazy, crazy

Don't need no gameshow
Or a Hollywood movie, pop video
'Cause as long as she's next to me
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV

Like a star on a silver screen
Oh I'm punching above my weight,
We're from different sides of the street.
And I know, I know, I know
Still a little mysterious
Why she taking me seriously?

Dear diary
I want to make a new entry
Oh you wouldn't believe me
What began today

She got legs like Beyoncé
Give me the eye like Rihanna
And I wanna put her on camera
'Cause she drives me crazy, crazy, crazy

Don't need no gameshow
Or a Hollywood movie, pop video
'Cause as long as she's next to me
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV
I got all the girls on TV

Oh, na, na, na, na
Oh, na, na, na, na
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, na, na, na, na
Oh, na, na, na, na
(And I know, I know, I know)
Oh, na, na, na, na
(Still a little bit mysterious)
Oh, na, na, na, na
(Why's she taking me seriously?)
Oh, na, na, na, na

I got all the girls on TV!

We pull up to the doctors. I get out the car and of course the paparazzi would follow us. The nurse just brings me into the room and we start to talk about my situation.

Ugghh Homework sucks:(

xoxox