The Gangs II

Chapter 12

*Madie P.O.V.*

"Really?" I asked and he nods. I grin at him. I mean I like him too but I'm dating Louis... So I can't just cheat on him! "Luke..." I said and held his hand in mine. "I like you too but I'm dating Louis. I'm sorry." I said and he grinned at me. "It's ok." he said but I could see the sadness in his eyes... I felt guilty for liking him while I'm dating Louis.... I look at my feet and swing them back and forth. My phone vibrated in my pocket. I take it out and it's from Harry.

Harry: Come home. It's getting late.

I sighed. "What is it?" Luke asked. "I have to go." I climb down the tree and start to walk home. "Hey wait up!" I turn around and see Luke running up to me. "Can I walk you home?" he asked and I nod. "Sure." I said and we walk to my house. We get there and we hug and I go inside. I go upstairs and lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling. My phone want off again. I pick it up and it's from Zayn.

Zayn: Madie?

Me: Yes?

Zayn: Can we meet up somewhere?

Me: Sure where?

Zayn: Um at the Skate Park at 12:05 tonight.

Me: Ok.

I look at the time. It's 11:56pm. I put my phone in my pocket and walk downstairs and sit on the couch and watch T.V. I flick through channels. There's nothing good on! I hear someone sit down next to me. I look over and see Edward in his boxer! Well he does like to show off his tattoos... I look away from him quickly and focus on the T.V. He scooted closer to me, put his arm around my waist and pulled me close. I lean my head on his shoulder. I look up at him. "Edward?" I asked. "Yes?" he asked. "Why are you and Marcel still here?" he shrugged. "Well Harry said we could live here so that's why." he said and I smile. "Yeah!" I said and kissed his cheek. He chuckled and smiles at me. "What time is it?" I asked and he looked at his phone. "It's 12:05." he said. "I got to go." I said and got up and left. I walk to the Skate Park. I peek in and see no one. Then I feel someone grab my arm and yank me to my right. I gasped. I turn around and see Zayn. "Hi Zayn." I said. "Hi Madie." he said out if breath. "Were you running?" I asked. "Yes from-" Zayn got cut off by a voice. "Zayn Malik! You know you can't hide forever!" "Who was th-" I got cut off by Zayn covering my mouth with his hand. I look at him confused. He put his finger to his lips and I nod. He grabs my hand and we run away from the Skate Park. We run to an abandoned building. "Zayn? What are we doing here?" I asked. "Because I'm the only one who knows how to get in and out of the building." he said as we walk up to the building.

I see that all the doors are boarded up and so are the windows... "How do we get in?" I asked. "Don't worry. C'mon." he said and held my hand and lead me to one of the windows. He moved the boards out of the way. "Ready?" he asked as he stepped behind me. "Ready." I said and he lifted me up by the waist and I climb through the window. "Do you need help up?" I asked "No." he said and climp up into the window. He board the windows again. He lead me upstairs. Zayn opened the door and there's a little bedroom. It has a bed, a desk, and a little dresser. "I made this room... I always come here and write and stuff like that." Zayn said as he sat down on the little bed. "I always sleep here if I need to get away from my parents..." I sit down next to him. "What do you mean?" I asked, "I mean my parents always fight and they don't really care about me.... My dad hates me and my mom doesn't care if I'm not home for two weeks straight!" I frowned. "Oh c'mon Zayn.... Your parents don't hate you that much." I said. "You don't get it Madie... You don't get what it's like it have parents like mine... They hate me..." Zayn stared at the ground. I see his expression change from sad to mad. "I hate them! They're so fucking stupid! God I hate them so fucking much!" he said as he stood up and walk over to the little dresser. I stood up and walk over to him. "I now how you feel Zayn." I said and I put my hand on his shoulder. He turn around quickly. "You don't get it and you never will! And you know why because your parents are dead!" he yelled at me. I start to tear up. His faces softened. "Oh.... My.... God... Madie I-I'm... I'm sorry I said that. I-I didn't mean it." he said. "No Zayn it's ok... Y-You were just mad. It's ok." I say as I wipe a tear that fell from my eyes with the back of my hand. He pulled me into a hug and I hug him back. "I'm sorry I said it." he said. "It's ok." I said as we pulled away. "I just... I hate how they always fight about like... Money and bills and stuff like that. They fight like four times a day." We sit back down in the bed. "Zayn..." I said and he look at me. "If you need anyone to talk to about this... I'm here. Ok?" I said and he grinned at me. "Thanks Madie." "Your welcome."

I notice its getting late. "I should get going." I said. Zayn frowns. "Can you stay here? For like the night?" he asked. "Like sleepover?" I asked and he nodes. I pull out my phone and text Harry. "I'm gonna tell Harry I'm sleeping over at Starr's." I said.

Me: Hey Harry can I sleepover at Starr?

Harry: Yes.

"Ok he said yes.... But know I have to text Starr just in case Harry comes over to her house tomorrow." I said to Zayn and he nods.

Me: Hey Starr! I just wanted to say the I told Harry that I'm sleeping over at your house.

Starr: Why? Are you sleeping over at Louis's house?

Me: No... I'm sleeping over at Zayn's...

Starr: Ohhh ok. Have fun! ;)

I put my phone in my pocket. "We should go to sleep." Zayn said and I nod. He get undressed and so did I. We lay down on the bed and get under the covers. Zayn pulls me close to him. I cuddle into his chest and listen to his heartbeat. "Night Madie." he said. "Night Zayn." I said back. I close my eyes and soon fall asleep.... I wake up and look up and see Zayn's still asleep. I got up and look at myself in the mirror. I look at my body and my scars on my arm. Why am I so skinny? Why am I so ugly? I stare at my scars for a while. Why am I even alive?....