Head over Heels 1| j.b

Nightmare.

A few months have passed. I'm now six months pregnant; I haven't officially moved in with Justin just yet. I thought it would seem early to do that. We're still not dating, and I'm still hiding my feelings from him. It's just crazy and out of the ordinary. I don't want him to date anyone, but I only want him to be with me even though I do and then I don't. It's crazy if you think about it.

"Have any plans for the baby shower?; You do know a lot of people will be there right. The whole world knows you're pregnant by him and the contract with Tori is officially over. Her shitty movie came out, and it flopped, it was a waste of time" Kathy chuckled.

"Yeah, I'm not surprised. But I don't know about the baby shower I really don't want one."

"Oh come on, there's a lot of free stuff you'll get. He's a celebrity, do you know how many deals you'll get from baby stores and from his family and friends you wouldn't have to worry about anything. Plus Justin is gonna spoil her." She says. I smiled at the fact that I'm having a baby girl, Justin was right it was a girl after all. "I mean if she goes to college you won't have to worry about a thing."

"I'm not having a baby by him because of his money. I didn't even want this to happen but, there's no choice but to be happy. He is."

"Of course he is. So I will talk to Justin about a baby shower it's going to be epic..and big. Aren't you happy the word is out that you're pregnant by him."

"I really don't care. I just want this to be over."

"Sweetie, you're gonna have to deal with her for the rest of your life. It's exciting, you have to stop regretting this, it happened, and there's nothing else you can do about it but live through it."

"Whatever, I have to pee again," I said, she helped me up while I went into the bathroom. When I was finished I looked at myself in the mirror it seemed like I was about to pop. I came out of the bathroom going back downstairs.

"Have you spoken to Justin lately anyway?" She asked.

"Yeah, spoke to him last night. He was celebrating his freedom from the contract. He's going out with Ryan and Christian tomorrow night, so he wants me to spend the night."

"Having sex?" She asked.

"I don't know; I haven't been in the mood for that lately. Besides I'm big and pregnant, and I don't want him to feel uncomfortable so, that's not on the agenda."

"It's been six fucking months, and you two still aren't dating? What are you waiting on?"

"I don't know; I honestly don't. I like him a lot I do but, I don't know the only thing we have in common is this baby."

"Find something you have in common Adrian, I mean you two will be together when the baby is here maybe not then, but later on you will stop all this foolishness and decide to go ahead and date him."

"Maybe, I gotta go and see him I'll talk to you later," I said leaving. Once I got over Justin's place, his car was there along with another's that I wasn't familiar with. Maybe it was Ryan or Christians or someone else. I grabbed the key from my keychain opening the door. It was quiet..too quiet. My gut told me to go upstairs, which I did. I heard moans coming from the bedroom. Should I be mad? Or shouldn't I? Justin and I aren't together anyway. I didn't bother knocking or bursting inside. I just smiled to myself going back downstairs into the kitchen making me a snack laying on the couch just making myself feel at home. I heard footsteps come from upstairs. I quickly turned on the tv eating a bag of chips.