Head over Heels 1| j.b

Cold Shoulder.

A couple of weeks later, I got my results from my exam. I was just so excited I had to find Justin to tell him the good news, hopefully, he still wouldn't be so angry with me about the whole abortion thing.

"Hey, good news I passed my exam," I said cheerfully.

"That's great," He says then turning back to continue his conversation with Ryan. I scoffed grabbing his arm pulling him away. "What? What do you want?"

"I know you're not giving me the cold shoulder?"

"Yeah, for a baby killer, isn't that what you wanted? For me to stay away from you?" He asks I scoffed again rolling my eyes.

"Is that why you're so pissed at me?"

"No, there are other reasons too. You left me for another guy you dated for only a fucking day while I was all in love with you but don't worry. I moved on I found someone else."

"I left you? We never dated. You told me you loved me once, I didn't intend on you falling in love with me. Who's the girl? Is she the person I've seen you with in the magazines. Wow. Did you pay for her ass shots?"

"You know what while you're living with regret my life has been wonderful. You still got your friend?" He asked.

"Yes! Kathy still talks to me. Justin look-"

"Save it; I'm done talking."

"I didn't take them. Well, I did, but then I threw them up. See." I said opening up my jacket lifting my shirt. I could see the anger on his face expression fading away; he smiled a little touching my stomach. "I told you I threw them up, I know you can't really tell but, it'll be obvious soon, but you're making this whole thing about you and what you want not what I want-"

"You made it all about yourself; you didn't even inform me. Without me coming to the mall and giving you those pregnancy tests you wouldn't have known anyways."

"I threw up a couple of days later, I knew I just didn't want to say anything," I said putting my shirt down.

"Everyone knows you're pregnant you don't have to hide it."

"Fuck them, I'm not ashamed of showing my belly," I said.

"So, Drew still talks to you?"

"Of course, he's helping me cope with all of this."

"Why him? He's not the father."

"Because he's nice to me, and hello! You wouldn't even talk to me." I said. He took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, but you told me not to. I was just angry at you because of your decision, it's our baby."

"Yeah whatever you got what you wanted."

"You don't seem happy," He says.

"Because I'm the one that has to live with it."

"We! We have to live with it. I love my baby, and I love you."

"Don't pull that love card on me; you don't love me you loved what we did in bed together," I said.

"Maybe that too. We had great sex I can't forget about that night. How's your dad taking this?"