Head over Heels 1| j.b

Kidnap.

Maybe I did get the girl of my dreams I'm not sure yet. It's been almost a year, and it sucked knowing how much we secretly loved each other. I came up from under the covers; my body was over hers. I roughly kiss on her neck, she giggles pulling me into a kiss.

"This feels nice," She says.

"What feels nice? Me on top or finish eating you out?"

"Just us. That's what feels nice; it feels nice to not yell at each other. I feel relieved because of that."

"Me too," I said sucking on her finger, she smiles. "Say yes."

"For what?"

"Going out with me. C'mon we've been down this road before. I need you apart of my life and not just as friends. It's weird that we love each other, but we're not giving us a shot. I can't be with anyone else that's not you. What do you say?"

"Okay," She then says with a soft smile.

"Okay? Okay as in yes?" I asked.

"Yes. Okay as in yes." She says, I felt like jumping up and down on the bed, but that would be weird, my junk would be doing the same. All I could do was kiss her. I finally got the girl I was fighting for, that makes me think all of this was just to fight for her. I'm sure that's what she wanted me to do all along but didn't want to tell me.

"Don't leave me, not now, not tomorrow...not ever?" I said, she nods and pulls me back into a make-out session. Today is Sunday; I wake up hoping I would wake up next to my new girlfriend. I loved the sound of that. I looked at my phone it's 7:30. I roll over, and Adrian wasn't there. I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth splashing water on my face. I went downstairs into the kitchen seeing her wearing my shirt, hearing the bacon sizzling on the skillet. She's dancing, hopping up and down with earbuds in her ear eating a piece of bacon. I start to dance with her; she stops and giggles.

"Someone's in a good mood. Was it because of those four rounds we did last night."

"Hmm, maybe. I'm cooking breakfast for the first time, and it's for my new boyfriend."

"God I love the sound of that. Thank you, I'll be back, I'm gonna go get the mail." I said kissing her cheek, I walked outside to get the mail. Nothing important I guess. I came across a letter with Tori's name on it. I open it up seeing she's written me something.

Justin,

Hey, it's Tori. I know you don't want to hear from me at all, I feel like that a complete idiot doing that to you and Adrian. First I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I know saying sorry won't fix the fact that I killed your daughter, you were right I was going to regret it, and I do regret it. Being in here is a wake-up call, I knew I had to pay the price with me hurting not only you but everyone else. That night when you came by my place, I knew right there and then that I had fucked up. I shouldn't have done that, but I did. I've noticed you haven't been writing me back and I guess I deserve that. I did something I was going to regret my whole life; it's just seeing you look at Adrian made me go madly insane, I wanted that to be us, but I knew that wouldn't happen. You are such a fantastic guy, you were good to me, and I had to fuck that up. It's tough in here, not what I expected and not what I imagined it to be. I cry myself to sleep every night knowing that I did something wrong and I had to pay for it. I also wrote Adrian's father to apologize to him and Adrian for the problems I've caused. You're crazy over her, and I couldn't stand the thought of that in my head. I heard that you were getting married, you move on so quickly, she wasn't the one for you, and neither was I. I hope that you finally get what you want I'm sure it's the whole point of everything..getting what you want, and I hope that you've learned from your mistakes because I sure have. -Tori