Head over Heels 1| j.b

NARC.

I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about Justin's first night in prison. Right now I'm just laying in bed getting tons of texts from either Kathy or my dad. It's 6:30 in the morning, all night I've thought if I wanted to stay here for college or either go away. It's a hard decision; my dad has Kristie to keep him company. Kathy is staying here with her parents to go to college so she wouldn't get a dorm which is pretty smart. I sat up in bed opening my laptop getting emails. The first college I applied to was Berkeley. Thanks to Justin and my high ACT scores I got accepted. I smiled to myself and kept reading. I got up jumping up and down on the bed. I had to call Justin; I stopped jumping plopping down onto the bed. I couldn't call Justin; he doesn't have his phone. He had to call me. I sighed going into the bathroom to brush my teeth walking downstairs to make me some breakfast. I grabbed my phone from the counter calling my dad. He didn't answer. I rolled my eyes tossing my phone onto the table eating breakfast alone. There was a knock on the door; I went to get it seeing Justin's mom. She puts a bright smile on her face walking inside.

"Um..hi," I said awkwardly.

"Hey, have you talked to Justin?"

"Yesterday. I went to go see him, how did you know where I lived?" I asked crossing my arms.

"I went to go see him today, he told me. He thinks it's a great idea to have a baby. He told me that y'know he misses Adriana and he just can't get the thought of having another baby out of his head. Of course, I agreed with him; it's just I missed him so much. I even offered to help him, but I guess he likes it in there."

"How are you gonna help him? I wanted him to stay in there until he learned his lesson" I said.

"Smart girl, I think that's a great idea too, to keep him locked up, ugh he's so stupid if he loses you. Any-who I have a lawyer of my own, and she could help him get out, but now that I know you want him to stay in there, it puts a smile on my face. I was dying to meet Adriana, but I heard she passed away, it was heartbreaking. I love you and Justin together; you're good for him. He just needs to control his anger problems. I know your dads' hands are tied right now and he can't help Justin, also Scooter is out of town, so he has no one to help him out. I never knew my baby boy would end up in that place ugh the thought of it sickens me. Do you have any wine?" She asked walking into the kitchen; I chuckled sarcastically following her. "You know Justin can be a pain in the ass sometimes," She says pouring some wine into a glass. "I don't know why he hates me so much; he's the one that ran away from home and never came back. His father was dangerous. I'm trying to make rekindle our relationship; he's my oldest son including Jason, my other son. I love him to death, but god do I wish he could do better for himself. So you're not gonna go see him today?"

"I don't know yet."

"Well if you do, can you talk him into having me to help him. He won't listen to me, but I'm sure he will listen to you...maybe he won't since he refuse to go to rehab. Thanks for the wine." She says leaving.

"Who was that crazy woman, she was literally outside yelling at the uber driver," Kathy says walking into the kitchen.

"That was Justin's mother."

"Oh shit, now I need a drink," She says pouring herself some wine. "So how did it go with Justin yesterday?"

"I told him he needs to go to rehab, he doesn't want to do that, so I'm making him suffer."