Overwatch One-Shots (Requests: CLOSED) ON HIATUS

Dead To Me: Tracer x Female!Reader

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey! You'll never know dear, how much I love you." Tracer looks at me before I crack a small smile, I dry the tears from my eyes.

    "Please don't take my sunshine away," I finish. Lena giggles and hugs me tightly, I smile brightly at her actions and hug her back. "You always sing that cheesy song to me when I'm sobbing, Lena."

    "Well, of course, love! If it makes you happy, I'll be more than happy to do so." Lena smiles and leans down, planting a short kiss on my lips. I grin and wrap my arms around her neck and bring her closer to my body, she pulls away a few moments later, giggling.

    "Has anyone ever tell you that you're the greatest gal ever?" She says, admiration in her voice.

    "Only you, sweet pea." I grin back at her, a knock at my door breaks us apart and Gabriel pokes his head through the doorway.

    "Yeah, sorry to interrupt Juliet and Ramona, but we're gonna eat without you if you don't hurry up." Gabe grins like a madman as I chuck one of my pillows at his face, Lena laughs at the look he gives me.

    "Yeah, yeah, we'll be out in a second, DAD." I snort, Jack walked by to pop his head in the doorway.

    "Hey, you be nice to your father." The blonde grins and Gabe runs after the Commander, yelling profanities at him. Lena and I lean back on the bed, laughing our asses off at the events that happened. I look over at her and smile, she smiles back and grabs ahold of my hand.

    "I love you," she whispers to me.

    "I love you too," I whisper back.

I try to sob at the fond memory, which was only 4 months ago but feel nothing. During the explosion, I tried to make my way to Gabriel, who had become a father figure to me, only to find him dead. I remember crying over his dead body, letting myself get crushed by the falling debris. The next thing I know I wake up in a hospital bed, but everything looks darker, more sinister, than a normal hospital. A woman was standing over me, her hair was red like fire and her cold eyes pierced through me.

    "She's awake, Reaper." The woman says to a man hidden in the shadows, she leaves the room and the man steps forward and into the light.

    "Gabe?" I question my father figure, I thought we had died.

    "Tsk," his dead eyes glance over me. "Gabriel Reyes, the man you knew, is dead. He is no more. There is only Reaper left."

From there on, everything is a blur, I remember bits and pieces of things.

I feel his cold hands on my skin.

They run up my arms and leave goosebumps.

I feel shadows surround my body.

I scream and cry out for Lena and Jack.

But no one comes for me.

5 years have passed since the events at the Swiss base and I feel truly dead, completely empty on the inside. I am a loyal follower of Reaper, he is my Master and I am his dog. Whatever he tells me to do, I do it. I work with him, Widowmaker, Sombra, Moira, and Doomfist on several different missions every day in order to push Talon forward. We are an unstoppable duo.

I love him.

But I always have these strange memories of a British woman.

Lena Oxton.

They're blurry, some of them are sharper than others, but Reaper makes sure that I forget about Overwatch and our past.

I love him.

We're out on a mission now, doing our best to stop Overwatch from advancing through the streets of France. I feel nothing as I take out multiple agents, watching as their life drains from their eyes and their blood leave their bodies. I grab their souls to give to Master, who gladly takes them whenever he gets hit. He pats my head and tells me that I'm doing good. I feel the ghost of a smile pass by my lips.

I love him.

I hear a familiar voice call out to me, I turn and see an Overwatch agent blink towards me. I raise my gun and they stop, I eye them carefully, something in my brain tries to click together but nothing happens.

    "(Y/N), love, it's me." The agent whispers, trying to get closer to me. "We've been looking everywhere for you," they smile.

    "Don't step any closer, Tracer." I hear Master hiss at them from behind me, he stands next to me.

    "You stay away from (Y/N)!" She yells and fires her weapons at Master, who easily dodges them. He places a clawed hand on my shoulder, I look up at him.

    "Finish her off, Dog." Master orders, I nod and raise my weapons at the woman before me.

I love him.

    "(Y/N), no, please, this isn't you!" She cries out, "You know me! Love, please!" Master chuckles darkly at the woman, he places a hand under my chin.

    "She's loyal to me now, Tracer," he growls. "She does what I say. Dog, kill her." I feel myself hesitate, laughter rings in my ear.

    "Uh oh, is the Dog defying it's Master?" Sombra laughs, Widowmaker snaps at her, telling her to shut up.

    "(Y/N), it's me, it's Lena." She says with a smile, "I'm your girlfriend. Remember?"

    "I don't know who you are," I reply coldly. Her smile goes down and she glares at Reaper, who chuckles and disappears in a cloud of mist.

    "Love, I'm your girlfriend. I thought you died when the Swiss base exploded," she explains. I get a fuzzy feeling in my head, I shake myself to try and remove the feeling.

I love him...?

    "Stop that," I growl lowly. "Stop feeding me lies."

    "I'm not lying to you, love." She shakes her head, "Remember how I'd always sing to you? Whenever you weren't feeling good. I bet right now you don't feel good." She smiles once more and steps towards me, I feel my arm lower to my side and I drop my gun.

    "Lena?" I question and she nods happily.

    "Yes, yes! I'm Lena, sweetheart, come back with me. Come back with us," she says sweetly.

I love her.

No.

I love him.

    "Stop lying to me!" I yelled, covering my ears to try and cancel her voice out. I feel several emotions bubble up inside of me, I feel her stepping closer to me.

    "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey! You'll never know dear, how much I love you." She's in front of me and places her hands on my shoulders, she smiles and plants a small kiss on my cheek. I smile and lean closer to her ear, my hands grab the knife hidden in my pocket.

    "You mean nothing to me," I whisper and shove the knife inside of her stomach. Her eyes go wide and she grips me tighter, I shove her body away from me and she falls to the ground. I step forward and pull the knife from her gut, her blood rushes out of her, she calls out for a medic.

    "You mean nothing to me and you never will," I hiss. I reach down and pick up my gun before turning on my heels and walk away, leaving her to bleed out. I find Master waiting for me, he moves his mask away from his mouth and kisses me, I happily kiss him back. We walk back onto the ship with the others and fly away, I choose to go back to my room on the ship. I shut the door and fall to my knees, I sob, memories flying through my mind of Lena and me.

I loved her.

    "Please don't take," I sob and feel my body shake. "My sunshine away."