When the heart betrays

No happy ending

I feel so lost
I feel so unloved
I'm so tired of acting like I'm tough

I smile outside
Pretending to be happy
They don't know how I feel
Because they don't know what's happening

I used to be jolly
The happy kid I am
And I thought of life as a precious gem

But as I grew up
I figured out
That life ain't no fairy tale
It's full of doubts

Why is this so
I feel so alone
Even if everyone is around me
I still feel empty

I'm so tired of people pretending
Acting like they care
But they're not there when I'm in despair

What's wrong with me?
Am I the problem?
Should I continue to fight this battle?

What should I do?
Because I don't know anymore
Should I still trust people
Or should I close my door?

I'm so done caring
So done pretending
I just have to accept that my life is no happy ending