When the heart betrays

Black or white

My days tend to be bright

Or in complete darkness

There's no in between

And it makes me feel worthless

Black or white

There's never been gray

And I'm so confused

On why I like it that way

I'll smoke four packs a week

Or stop for a month

I can put away the pills

Or completely fill my mouth

My arms will finally heal

And I'll only have faint scars

Before I rip them open

And leave behind new marks

No matter what I do

I can't make up my mind

Black or white is all I have

There's no such grey to find