When the heart betrays

To be free

A beautiful young lady is all I see

If only they knew this isn't the real me

Broken beyond fixture with no one to save

Deep inside me nothing but sadness and rage

A hopeless soul trapped In an empty shell

Is the way to paradise a journey through hell

How do I fight this evil inside when it's to much

Easier to run away and hide

Put on a smile and no one will know but how long

Can I put on this innocent show

Weak and tried hanging on by a thread

Getting harder and harder to get out of bed

Bloody tears running down my cheeks

Seconds feel like day minutes like weeks

No end of misery in sight living a lonely life

Filled with fright

Dreaming is my only escape from this nightmare

Called life

How do I pretend to be alive when I feel so dead inside

How do you climb a mountain with no arms?

How do you think when every thought harms?

My heart shattered like a million pieces

Like a puzzle, a lock without a key waiting

To be free