My story.

My life has no meaning
It's time to end
This crazy life I've been living
Let's start where it all began.

I was a normal teenager
on top of the world
Until it all fell down
Because of just one girl.

Her name was Sarah
She was as nice as can be
Little did I know it was a ruse,
Something to trick me.

We because fast friends
Did everything together
I thought it would never end
We would be best friends forever.

This lasted a year
Before I realized
That Everything she told me
Was full of lies.

She said that wasn't true.
That I was still her friend
But I knew that was a lie
Our "friendship" needed to end.

She said I would regret it
But I blew her off
I had no reason to believe her
All she did was scoff.

I enjoyed that summer
But I should have been more clever
For once school began
I knew it was my last summer ever.

That's when it started
All the whispers and the stares
Rumors about pregnancy,
Drugs, and affairs.

To me, my life was over
Gone in a flash
All my friends and classmates
Treated me like trash.

I was a loser
A nobody, a freak
They called me a failure
A dork, a fag, a geek.

They said I should die
Do everyone a favor
They said it with conviction
Without a pause or wavor

I had no reason not to
No one to tell me "no!"
And I knew if I didn't
Their hatred would grow.

So I planned it out
Set a time and a date
I accepted and welcomed it
It was my desired fate.

But the were not ready
For my own little treat
I had something planned
And revenge tasted sweet.

I set my camera down
And sat in my chair
I explained my life
With precision and care.

I told them about my childhood
All about my friend Sarah
How I had nothing to hope for
With this upcoming era.

Why they were to blame
For my death
And made sure they watched
My very last breath.

I had it sent to my school
And the local police station
I hoped they could see
They were a monstrous mutation.

For who else could make
A girl take her life
Fall over the cliff
Die at the tip of a knife.

I never lived to see their reaction
But it couldn't have been less then perfect
I just hoped they got taken away
They deserve the perfect verdict.

I hoped I changed someone that day
Someone who didn't bully me
A person who didn't have the courage before
Who now protected people with glee.

But lastly, I have my final goal
The one to top them all
I wish my bullies could feel how I felt
To feel so tiny, so small.

I want them to feel my dread
The fear of living another day
The begging of death to come closer
To take me away.

Although I end my story here
The memory of me shall live long
And hope that someone just like me
Wont write such a sad song.