Leah P.O.V.
"LAURAAAAAAA" I shout her name to come in my room.
"What they fuck do you want?"
"Get me a banana please" I beg her. My crave for one right now is literately crazy. It's not normal.
"No get up and get it yourself" she says with sass. I scoff at the remark.
"But I'm tired, I just played a long ass soccer game"
" My answer stays the same". Well Betch. I get up from my chair and walk to the kitchen grabbing a banana from the fruit bowl and heading outside. It's pretty nice out but last time I was outside I got a bunch of mosquito bites. And last time was literally like two hours ago. Someone taps my shoulder and I look up. Well look who it is.
"Whats up Cam?"
"Why are you outside?" he asks.
"Well you see our generation doesn't know what the outside is so I thought I'll just explore for a bit" I joke.
"No honestly , why are you outside"
"I don't know, just thinking I guess." I reply.
"Well do you want to share?" I don't answer him right away but I guess it won't hurt to say.
"Have you ever felt like if you weren't you, would people want to be friends with you? Maybe if you're not yourself will people still like you?" I say sharing my thoughts.
"That's pretty deep. But no if you're not you than what are you?"
"I don't know. You see I'm trying to personally answer these questions but I feel like I won't like the outcome" I say looking down at my lap.
"Than let me ask you this. Do you like being yourself? Or do you like you?"
"No I don't. My life is fucked up. Trust me you don't understand. I've been through some bad shit yet I'm still here questioning myself should I be here" I say rethinking of bad memories. I look down at the banana peel and place it to the side next to me.
"Leah you should be here. Don't say otherwise. Like you said you've been through bad shit and you got through it. If anything that tells me your a badass girl. And I can understand because I've been through crap too" he says giving me a long side hug. I look up at him and smile.
"Thank you. I just had to get that out. It's been invading my mind for days" I sigh. He grabs my arm and pulls me inside. I walk into the kitchen and grab a water bottle from the refrigerator than go to the living room. No surprise I see Jady in there sitting on Taylor's lap. And to say that my friends are normal. I clear my throat and both of them look up.
"Heyy leah..." Jady says getting up off his lap. I lift my eyebrow and her and smile saying 'get it girl'. I look over at Taylor and he looks upset that Jady got off making me laugh silently to myself. I walked up to my room and literately I walked in on the wrong time didn't I. I mean it's my room and I walk in on Laura and Jack G on top of my bed cuddling.
"Really guys?" I ask them huffing.
"Sorry" Jack says. It's my room like come on! They better not do anything on my bed. I shut my door and decide to let them be. I walk to the guest bedroom and lay on the bed. I take out my phone and decide to text Nash.
To baeee(yes I changed the bane only cause were together)- dude whatcha doing?x
My phone rings about two minutes later. Um slow texter. No one likes those.
From Nash-well dudette I'm walking over to your house rn. Most of the guys are there anyway.x
To Baeee- it's cause I'm cooler than you and the doors open so just walk in.
From Nash- noooo. You must be confused. I'm the one with the blonde streak in my hair. #badass
To baeee- mmhmm sure but I have the silvery blonde hair. So technically I'm cooler.
From Nash- we'll deal with this when I get there.
To baee- I win already no point.
From Nash- this isn't over.
Before I know it Nash walks into the room and slams the door shut. I look up from my phone and grin.
"Geez there are other people in this house" I scold him.
"I don't care. So you think you're cooler?" He says walking towards me.
"Absolutely positive" I say standing up. By now were face to face.
"We have to settle this one way or another"
"You're right we do. Let's make a bet than"
"Go on shoot" I laugh at his response.
"Let's go ask everybody in the house who's cooler and if I win I have to do your makeup" I say.
"Fine and if I win you can't kiss me for five days" he challenges me. Oh really. He does realize if I can't kiss him for a week than he can't kiss me either. Idiot.
"Deal" I bring out my hand and give him a handshake. I walk away from him and to Jady and Taylor first. Nash is soon by my side.
"Okay guys we have a serious question to ask you guys" I tell them.
"Omg did you get pregnant and if you did you want me to be the godmother?" Jady shoots out.
"What the hell no. Who do you think is cooler me or Nash?" I ask them.
"Well you are the bae so you" Jady says. I look up at Nash and he looks down at me.
"Nash most definitely" Taylor says. I give a death glare and murmur a fine. I walk away and walk up to my room where Laura and Jack are.
"Guys important question. Who's cooler, me or Nash?" I ask them.
"Honestly Leah you are since you let us in your room" Jack says. I elbow nash bragging to him.
"Same" Laura says.
"Thank you guys" I say leaving the room with a big smile plastered to my face. I look at Nash and he looks upset. We walk over to Jason's room where Cameron and Jason are. I knock on his door before walking in.
" Imma get straight to it. Which one if us is cooler?" I say pointing to nash and I.
"To be honest Nash because Cash" Cameron says.
"Bitch" I say to him. I look over to Jason awaiting for his answer.
"Sorry sis but Nash" he gets to it quick. I inhale heavily surprised at his answer.
"Fine, be like that" I tell them both. I grab Nash's hand and drag him back to the guest room. I slam the door which causes an echo through the house.
"Looks like it's a tie" I say crossing my arms over my chest. He walks over to me and unfolds my arms.
"Looks like it is" he says leaning down about to kiss me.
"But can I still do your makeup?" I say ruining the moment.
"Honestly I don't care" he placed his lips on mine gently , bringing his hand up to my cheek holding it while the other wrapped around my waist holding me close. I run my hand up his chest to his neck holding him down, not wanting to let go. We both pull away letting the kiss linger before breaking apart completely.
"Can I do your makeup now?" I ask him desperately.
"You must be crazy if you thought I was serious"
"Yeah crazy for you I guess" I smirk and place my lips back on his.
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Well shitty chapter. But it's something. Comment and vote!!But till than byeeee! Love yaaa
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