Leah P.O.V.
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. But if I had go come to a conclusion I don't feel like me. I hate it. I don't know what happened but I took a glance at the mirror and didn't like what I saw. I can't change anything or that's what I think but I'll do the best I can.
I've been sitting in the Janitors closet for the past few hours. It's been definitely more than 4 hours for sure. If I go back out there I'll be judged. And I'm not ready for that. Earlier I heard I think who was Shawn shouting my name. I didn't bother to tell I'm here. It's not like anybody cares. The group haven't come around this area since. I have my phone with me but I shut it off since everybody kept calling. I think I'll leave once I'm sure everybody's asleep or isn't looking for me anymore. I just need some time.
Once I'm sure they aren't anywhere near where I am I start to get up and make my way out the hotel. I think a bit of fresh air is going to help. I look around to make sure nobody saw me as I slip outside.
"Ahh" I say under my breath. The fresh air is what I needed. To be honest it's way better than sitting in a Janitors closet. That's not the most comfortable place to be. I cross the street and start to wonder around Orlando. I just hope I don't forget how to get back. Which me being me that will happen and than I'll be forced I call one of the guys back at the hotel.
"Oh my god are you Leah?! Nash's girlfriend?" I hear somebody shout behind me. I turn around smiling.
"Um yeah. But uh how'd you find out so quick?"
"I was at magcon. Can I get a photo?"
"Yeah of course. And Magcon wasn't the best thing that happened today" we take a few selfies together before she responds.
"I can't believe that girl said that about you. It's not true so I just don't understand"
"Well it was her opinion and that should be respected"
"But what she said was insulting and rude"
"Yeah it was but it okay"
"It's not. But you know the boys are looking for you right? It's all over twitter"
"What?"
"Yeah. They all tweeted how if they see you to tweet them it. They sounded really worried"
"Can you not tell them where I am please? I just need a bit more time to think"
"You're not thinking about breaking up with Nash right"
"Oh my god no. I wouldn't dream of it"
"Thank god because you're the only girl I approve of."
"Haha thanks. Well at least I know the whole fandom doesn't hate me"
"I think most of them likes you actually."
"I'd be surprised if that's true. Um I think I'm going to head back. I don't want any of the boys or girls getting wrinkles around their forehead" I laugh .
"Aww okay. It was so nice talking to you. I still can't believe I met you" I laugh and give her one last hug and we both go our own ways. After walking for a few more minutes I see the hotel in view. I jog the rest of the way hurriedly getting inside. I decide to take the elevator cause why not. And because there's no line and I must be crazy if I thought I was going to walk up those stairs after I walked all that way. I get inside and press the number 7 button and wait. Damn this thing is slow. Once it finally opens I walk slowly to my room. I really hope nobody is in there. I take the key out of my other pocket and slide it slowly into the lock. Once the switch turns green I walk inside.
