J blinked as he heard a familiar giggle next to him. Silently raising one finger before slipping his glasses onto his face, rubbing his eyes as he looked at his bunny-eared friend grinning wildly as he kneeled next to him.
"J you sly bastard," Despite his words, Sam didn't seem upset, in fact, J could only think of a few times that he had seen him happier. J glanced to the side of him to see Grian still asleep, curled up next to him.
"Just answer me this, is he a bottom or a top?" Sam smirked at him. J just glared in response before shooing Sam out of the room. Sam knew he wasn't a morning person, why did he have to interrupt his glorious sleep. Not to mention that as soon as Sam exited the room, not bothering to close the door quietly, Grian began to stir from all the noise.
J rolled over to face Grian, patiently waiting for the other to wake up. Grian's eyes fluttered open, his long eyelashes definitely were a plus, they were longer than Sam's which said something. They framed his baby blue eyes perfectly and created this look of innocence that was far too attractive than J would like to admit. It wasn't that J had something against the guy, he was just apprehensive, especially when Sam was involved. Grian brought up a hand to cover his yawn, "Good morning."
"Slept well?" J asked he was quite thankful that Grian didn't instantly wrap his arm around him or swoop in for a kiss. Not to say that he didn't like the amount of affection Taurtis and Dom gave, Sam seemed to revel in the added attention, so J found it tolerable.
"Yeah," Grian rolled onto his back, clearly unsure of what to say. J almost forgot Grian was new to all of this. J groaned internally, why had he wanted to be the first on to bed Grian again?
J sat up on the bed, mentally skimming over the things he had planned to discuss, "So, you do realize that the others know about this, right?"
Grian groaned, bringing an arm up to cover his eyes. J gave him a sympathetic look, "If you want to tap out, I can get you out of this dorm. Of course, I can't guarantee that the others will be off your back, Taurtis is a little protective of all of us and hates people outside our group seeing us undressed, let alone actually sleeping with any of us."
"So basically my choices are to stay with you guys and be a part of this whole thing or risk Taurtis possibly ringing my neck if I leave," Grian summed up.
J was a pretty blunt person when it came down to it, he tended to be very frank about things, with twinge bit more kindness when it came to Sam. He wasn't one to lie to spare your feelings, he felt that was just unfair, "Correct. Though he'd have to go through Sam, he has a soft spot for you."
"What do you think I should do?" J was slightly caught off guard by that response, though it seemed logical, he figured J was the only one who would give Grian an unbiased response.
J sighed, "Well, it really depends on how you feel. If you don't think you can handle it, then I'd suggest you walk away. If you'd be willing to try things out, then stay. Just know that whatever choice you make is permanent and cannot be changed."
Grian rolled back onto his side to face J. Though he didn't say anything, J read him like a book, he had always been quite proud of his ability to read people, "I know it's scary at first, but I promise it's really nice. It seems like it would be uncomfortable, but it's far from it. I'll admit, it can be intimidating at first, but Taurtis and Dom are very caring."
"That's not exactly what I'm worried about. It's more so that... Well.. It's just," Grian struggled to find the right words.
"You don't want to feel overwhelmed, you want to slowly be eased into everything. For now, you would prefer everything to be one on one, kind of like last night," J explained for him.
Grian nodded, "I'd like it to be at my own pace."
"Well, I'd be surprised if the others didn't suspect that, we all figured you would just immediately jump right in. So, I'm sure they would have no problem with that."
"So, how would suggest I go about this?" Now that one J expected.
"I'd say that you should probably go after Taurtis next, he's got a lot of experience with being a top, and yes, you're gonna have to bottom, hence Taurtis first so you can ease into it. Next, I'd suggest Dom, though he is also careful, he can be a little rough, and I can tell that wouldn't be a good idea for a first time, hence second. Whatever you do, save Sam for last, he is incredibly kinky and frankly, he might scare you if you don't have a lot of experience. Of course, this is just my opinion, you don't have to listen to it if you don't want to. You can also switch around Taurtis and Dom, because it doesn't really matter," J slid out of the bed and began to put back on his clothes, "Whenever you're ready you can come out and face everyone else."
Grian stayed silent as he watched the other exit the room. Once the door closed he slowly got up. He was going to have to face them all, he couldn't just stay cooped up in his room all day. He knew he was going to stay, something about last night confirmed things for him. Grian slid on his boxers, startled by the sound of his phone ringing. He began searching for his pants, finally finding the phone, "Hello?"
"GRIAN JAMES WILLIAMS, WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME!!" Grian pushed his phone away from his ear. He forgot to call his mother last night. The whole thought slipped his mind along with all other thoughts as J worked him, not that she needed to know that, "Sorry mom, I was studying for a few tests last night and I guess I fell asleep."
"Well, it better not happen again! You scared me."
"I'm sorry, I just have a lot of stuff to do lately. I'll try to remember next time."
"Okay. I love you, baby. Have a good day."
"Love you too, talk to you soon," Grian hung up, sighing as he stared at the door. He slowly got up, figuring that he should start getting ready to face his roommates.
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Hi guys, I have finished all my E.O.C.s, and I passed, hooray! I'm also tired, but that's because I just woke up and realized I didn't write anything here. Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful day and I'll see you in the next chapter, Bye~!
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Dirty Secrets (Book 1)
Fiksi Penggemar(First book in the Dirty Series) Grian was finally enrolled in his dream school, Clover Prep. Every student there is the smartest of the smart, so focused on their future that it inspired Grian greatly. At least that's what Grian was expecting, then...
