Why am I still alive?
Its been two days since I left.
Nobody actually came to look for me.
Not even the teachers.
Everyone thought I was actually dead.
But I came back to school.
Ready to give up on life.
I headed straight to the music room, knowing that most students didn't like music class in the morning.
I sat down, shifted a little before putting headphones in and fingers on the key.
I let my fingers flow with my unvocalized voice. I know I'm not good at singing. That's why I'm here alone.
Alone is good.
Especially when all my thoughts are covered with a flowing rhythm.
Ready to actually give up on me.
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Triple update. Lies of how I was leaving lol. But here. Hope you love it ❤Now I'm going to sleep. *blow a goodnight kiss* chessy *pukes to the side*
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