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[ iMESSAGE between
IVORY and TOM ]TOM
please tell me
you're okayIVY
it hurts, tom
so fucking hurtsTOM
do you want to talk
about it? what happened, ivy?IVY
reality struck me
very, very hardIVY
those comments, pictures
of luke and leighton all over
the internet. . .it ruined me
perfectlyIVY
and the fact he never asks
how i've been through this
since that day – really makes
me feel pathetic for expecting
myself to cross his mind
even for onceIVY
i don't know how to handle
this pain. i don't know how
to get through this heartbreak
and grow stronger because
the truth is i'm never strong
since we called the engagement
off. he's my home, tom
and i don't know if i can love
someone again. i've fallen too
deep into himTOM
you see, ivory, every flower
must grow through dirtTOM
maybe now you're in the midst
of the dirt, but you know it won't
last foreverIVY
what did i do wrong until
he decided to leave me?TOM
no, ivory. there's nothing
wrong with you or what
you do. . .if anything it's
him. it's his fault for letting
you goTOM
he's the one who fucking
wasted your affection to him
when in fact all men would love
to kill in order to get your
attentionTOM
see. . .the thing is
he's not the only guy
alive in this world
there are a lot of men
who are better than lukeIVY
i don't think i can
find another guy. . .
i still love him tomTOM
listen. . .if you can love the wrong
person that much, imagine
how much you can love the
right one. don't let how you
feel make you forget what
you deserve, ivoryTOM
also believe me, sometimes
home can be another personTOM
and you don't have to
search for him anymore
because he's very close
to you at this moment
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Chasing Pavements ─ Tom Holland
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