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[ iMESSAGE between
IVORY and SEBASTIAN ]POISON IVY
am i a bad person, sebastian?POISON IVY
i don't even know
what's wrong with myself but
i've clearly ruined everythingPOISON IVY
god, are you even ashamed
to have a sister like me?
i've been given one real
reason to smile again
but i chose to drown myself
in the memories of the past.
sadly, my bitter past with lukePOISON IVY
fuck why am i like thisMAD HATTER
hey hey hey calm downMAD HATTER
first of all, no. you're not
a bad person, ivory
not even closeMAD HATTER
second, what happened?POISON IVY
tom confessed his feelings
yesterday, but i rejected him
blatantly! god i feel so bad 😭MAD HATTER
okay, okay calm down
baby girl. now let me ask
do you like him?POISON IVY
i don't know. . .MAD HATTER
no, ivory, you know
just tell me how
exactly do you feel
at this very momentPOISON IVY
i feel happy, sebastian
immensely happy
i honestly always wait
for a text from him
every single day for
the last four months
and when he has to
go away for filming
i find myself missing him
more than i should bePOISON IVY
he was the one who gave me
the same affection as luke did
he made me forget that i was
terrified of love. he created
something new in my heart
without even touching
the wounded partPOISON IVY
no no no that sounds not right.
he actually heal my wound. . . .
yeah, he heals it slowlyMAD HATTER
then why did you reject him?POISON IVY
i don't know. i'm just so scared!
the moment when he expressed
his feelings, i saw luke instead
of tom and the thought that he
would do the same as luke was
deceiving my mind completelyPOISON IVY
i ruined everything oh my god
i ruined my own happinessMAD HATTER
no, ivy, listen to me
it's natural if you feel scared
because honestly i would feel
the same if i were you. it's just
a matter of time and you just
have to convince yourself again
and again that he's not luke, okay?
tom holland is not luke braceyMAD HATTER
you have to believe that tom
won't hurt you, that he's much
better than lukeMAD HATTER
i may not know him personally
but i'm sure he's not the kind
of boy who likes to hurt a girl's
feelings, instead he's willing to
do anything to see you smileMAD HATTER
and the wound in your heart?
it's gonna heal sooner or later.
you're going to be okay, ivy.
remember you've been in this
place before. you've been this
anxious and scared and you
survived it. those feelings can't
break you. they're painful and
debilitating, but you can sit with
them and eventually it will pass.
i know it feels unbearable right
now but keep believing again
and again that this will pass.
i promise you it will passPOISON IVY
😭😭😭POISON IVY
god what would i do
without youMAD HATTER
POISON IVY
you got a point therePOISON IVY
but thank you, sebastian
thank you for always
being here when i need
you the mostMAD HATTER
no need to thank me, cupcake
it's my job to make sure you
don't feel abandoned and alone
😘😘😘POISON IVY
i love you, brother 💗MAD HATTER
love you more, sister 💗─────✵─────
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Chasing Pavements ─ Tom Holland
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