Broken Trust

Chapter thirty- four

Chapter 34:

 Harry's pov:

I left go of my moms embrace and walk quickly up the stairs to check on Jessica. It's 10pm and I just finished telling mom everything that's happened to Jessica. I feel kinda bad for just lleaving her there, crying on the couch alone, but I need to make sure Jessica isn't doing anything.

I get to hear and press my ear up against the wood, listening to see if she's awake. I hear the very faint sound of music, but no sign of her hurting herself. I quietly open the door and find her laying in bed with dry tears stained on her cheeks. I walk up to her bed and find her phone. I gently push the home button, lighting the screem up, reading Say Something as the song playing, on repeat. 

As I look around her bed, I notice a journal just barely sticking out from under her pillow. I want to grab it, to read whats inside, but instead rush to my room when I hear footsteps coming up the stairs. I'm careful to close the door quietly and rush to my room and leave it cracked just like I used to. But as soon as my mom is in her room, I will shut my door and falls asleep with the questions in my head about the journal under Jessica's pillow.

Niall's pov:

I walk into my mums house and see my whole family packed inside. Their faces go from hopeful to excitement to happy within a matter of seconds. I immediately spot my baby nephew Theo, running over to take him into my arms. Theo laughs and giggles and smiles at me and there's nothing more I would want than to be here with my family. 

We head to the dinner table and place our food on our plate, eating all the food at the table. I say my good nights and my good byes to everyone and head upstairs, opening the room that was once mine as a little boy, and strip down to just my boxers. I quickly get under the covers and pull my phone out. I text all the boys, telling them that I miss them and I hope they're having fun with their families and good night. I see Jessica's contact name and contemplate on whether or not I should tell her good night. It's just going to be a friendly good night. 

To: Jess<3

Hi Jess, I hope you're having a great time with people whom love you(: I wish I could be there to see how happy you are, but I'm not :( let me know if you need anyone to talk to. Good night and sweetest dreams Jessica. I'll talk to you soon.

Okay so maybe that was more than just a good night, but atleast she'll smile.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4 days later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jessica's pov:

We only have 2 more days left here before we have to go back to our house in London, but that's okay. 

These past few days have been so fun. We've been to the carnival, to the museums, to the zoo, and even to a 5 Seconds of Summer concert because they were here on tour! And because I was with Harry, I got all of the 5SOS boys' numbers! 

Today is kinda our lazy day. I just woke up 10 minutes ago and the struggle to get out of bed is real. I finally pull myself out of my covers and go to the bathroom to do my business. I walk down the stairs and see the living room empty. I walk into the kitchen and notice the clock says 11:15am. Woah, I slept in...

I get a bowl down from the cabinet and get my cookie crisps cereal out of the other. I turn around and go to the fridge for the milk, but stop when my eyes catch Harry's writing on a piece of paper. 

Jess,

We went to the store to go buy some food. We would've asked if you wanted to go, but you were just so damn adorable sleeping, there's no way I could've woken you up. We'll be home soon with some movies and food. 

                                                                    -Harry

Hmm. Well, that tells me why they're gone. I open the fridge and get out the milk, pouring it into my bowl, then putting it back. I grab a spoon and head to the living room. I grab the remote and turn on Enews. There was a story about Miley Cyrus twerking at the awards and I tuned that out, but my head shot to the screen when something was said about Niall.

"Niall Horan, a member from the boyband One Direction, was seen at the airport with Ellie Goulding. Some paps said that she had come to say good bye to him before he left for Ireland. Are Niall and Ellie dating? Apparently to Ellie they are! She said that they've been together for about 2 weeks now, but kept on the low until they were ready to make it official. Buuut, other paps have seem to notice Ed Sheeran and Ellie together in public, are they just friends? That's all we have time for today...."

Tears build up in my eyes as I finish m cereal. He could've told me before we had sex. Or before he became someone that I loved. 

I quickly run to the bathroom, tears streaming down my face and hands shaking. I get my rzor out of the drawer of the sink and press it to my skin, but i don't drag it. Instead, I put the razor back. I open the door, and I go back into the living room. I wipe my face and pick my bowl, heading to the kitchen and setting it in the sink. 

I will not let this get to me. I do not need this right now. Right as I'm about to leave the kitchen, I hear the car pull into the driveway. I quickly run up the stairs and throw my hair in a messy bun, pull leggings over my legs, and put on my white sweater that's too big for me. I put on my uggs and head back down stairs. I find them all in the kitchen putting up groceries, but when I turn around I feel somones arms wrap around my waist from behind me. I turn my head just enoug to see Harry smiling like an idiot.

"You know I love it when you wear leggings," he says. And a smirk appears on my face.

"Oh yeah?" I question. His hands fall down to the lower part of my back, just above the waist band of my leggings.

"Yes," he says, and his hands are quick to hold onto my waist band and twist my body around so I'm facing him. He quickly pulls our bodies together and our both of our hearts are beating too fast. I picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he takes us to the couch. He sets me down and lays over me, scanning my eyes. He quickly looks down at my lips, but looks right back into my eyes. I lean up just enough, and he's quick to respond. He leans down the rest, holdong the side of my face as our lips connect. They move in perfect sync, until we hear a cough and Harry is sitting awkwardly half way off the couch while my face goes beat red.

"Was I interrupting?" Gemma asks. Harry looks over at me then slightly puts his head down.

"Kinda," he says. Gemma nods her head and winks before going upstairs. Harry looks back over at me. He walks over to me and picks me up slightly so he can sit down. I lay down to where my head is laying in his lap, looking up at him. He leans down and kisses my forehead before turning on the movie.

"Harry, what movie did you get?" I ask.

"Titanic," he mumbles. And a giggle escapes my lips. Titanic has been his favorite movie since he was 12.

"I should've known," I say, but Harry quickly hushes me when it starts.

A/N

Short update. Sorry. I've had a lot going on and SOMEONE (Nikki) was putting me under alot of pressure to get this chapter updated so whatever. This is what y'all get. byee.