Broken Trust

Chapter forty- seven

Chapter 47:

Niall's pov:

I wake up to the sound of beeping and find IV's in my arm. What the fuck? My wrists are bandaged up and I feel horribly sick. I quickly notice this as a hospital room and I begin to panic. What the hell did I do? 

I call for a nurse and it takes a while but a nurse comes in eventually.

"Hi Niall! My name is Liz and I'll be your nurse. How are you feeling?" she asks me, and I'm stil confused.

"Um, I feel sick," I answer.

"Well you were very wasted when you came in," she said, doing some stuff on the monitor next to me.

"What happened? Why am I even here?" I ask, confusion hard in my voice.

"Oh you don't remember? Well from what your friend Faith has told us, you were extremely drunk at the bar and you went int the bathroom, you soon came out screaming for help with your wrists bloody, signalising that you had cut yourself. The bartender called 911 and right after, you passed out. Now, the cuts are an inch deep so you lost ALOT of blood. Luckily we saved you just in time," she says, chills running through my body.

"When am I released?" 

"In about 4 hours, but I think the doctor was wanting to schedule a counselor to you atleast twice a day," she says looking at a clip board.

I quickly shake my head, "No no no no no! You don't understand! I didn't even mean to cut myself! I went to a bar because the girl I love has lung cancer and might not make it through surgery! I got pissed off and stressed and so I went to a bar and got drunk! My mind must have ben running crazy with the thought of her surgery!" I begin yelling, things starting to finally make sence.

"Um, if you don't mind me asking, what's her name?" Liz asks me, and I suddenly wonder if she knows her.

"Jessica," I say.

"Oh my! She's perfectly fine! I just came from her room! That's why I was late! She's in a lot of pain and the pain killers have surely knocked her out already but in 2 hours when she's allowed visitors I'll take you down to see her! Oh my goodness this is wonderful!" she began cheering and I couldn't find a reason to wipe my smile off as I think of Jessica healthy again.

"Thank you so much," I whisper to Liz as she starts leaving the room. She quickly snaps her head back with a smile, "You're so very welcome."

I wonder if the boys know that Jessica is alright.

Harry's pov:

A nurse walks in with a big smile on her face.

"For Jessica?" she asks, and all of us stand up.

"She woke up about 45 minutes ago in horrible pain, the surgery went perfect and she is now cancer free! The pain killers knocked her out about 15 minutes ago but she will be allowed visitors in about 2 hours. Sound good?"

"Yes, thank you so much," Liam says. She nods her head and then looks at her clipboard again.

"For Niall?"

"That would be us again," Louis says, she smiles.

"Two miracles in one day! Niall just woke up about 10 minutes ago and he didn't seem to remember anything. He wasn't in any pain so he didn't take any pain killers but he did say he felt horribly sick, I'm guessing a hang over. He is allowed visitors in 2 hours as well, due to our visiting times. I'm sorry that you guys can't see them right now, but I'm so glad I got to give you guys 2 miracles!" she said happily and we all smiled.

They are both okay.

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2 hours later:

We all nervously walked behind the nurse to Niall's room. She told us that he was gonna go downstairs to visit Jessica soon and we're more than welcome to go with him. We got to the door and I took a deep breath before entering, I heard the rest of them do the same,

"Hey Ni, how's your wrists feeling?" I ask, sitting down in a chair next to him.

"It's actually numb right now, I can't feel any pain right now," he smiles. All the boys say hello and Niall is quick to call the nurse.

"Are you okay!?" Liam begins to panic.

"Calm down Liam, I'm just gonna ask to see Jessica now," he said. The nurse walks in and all Niall does is nod, and Liz is quick to grab the monitor that has the attached IV and blood transmission. We walk down the hall and into the elevator, going out on the floor right below. We nervously walk to the room Jessica is at.

"Jessica, you have some visitors," the nurse calls before  heading inside, helping Niall witht he monitor and sit down.

"Oh my God Niall! Are you okay?" Jessica asks in shock, but he waves it off.

"How are you feeling? All of us boys have been worried sick about you," he says, looking down at his bandages.

"I'm in alot of pain still, but I'm suppose to. I had alot go on in my surgery," she answered. We all engaged in small talk with Jessica, until I finally had the nerves to do something important. I quicklu look at Liam and he nods his head at me. I breathe in before finally speaking up.

"Can me and Jessica talk alone please? It won't take long," I say, and all the boys nod their heads. They all leave and I turn my gaze to Jessica.

"Do you know why I wanted to talk?" I ask her and she nods her head.

"I've been thinking alot, and I think my feelings for Faith are really strong," I say, she looks down at her IV.

"Harry, before you continue, I'm still in love with Niall," she whispers, and I feel my heart break, but I push it to the side as I remember that I feel the same with Faith. 

"Jessica, I'm sorry but we can't-"

"We can't continue," she whispers, lifting her head up to me. Our eyes lock and I suddenly feel guilty for what we had just said.

"Can I please have one more kiss before your gone?" she whispers, looking back down at her IV again. Without warning, I crash my lips onto hers, they move in sync until both our mouths open slightly. Our tongues fight and suddenly we pull back. I peck her lips one less time, laying my forehead onto hers.

"I'll always love you Jessica, just not as much as I had hoped for," I tell her my eyes still closed.

"I'll always love you Harry, and thank you for saving me all those times."

A/N

I know I'm cruel for stopping it there lol. So this is coming to an end with only like 5 chapters left maybe. I have my new fanfic starting up on chapter 8 I believe is coming up so once this one is finished you should go read it!! Comment, vote, share, whatevz. byeee.