Broken Trust

Chapter forty- two

Chapter 42:

Harry's pov:

Holy shit. Faith is so gorgeous. She told us that she's 19 and taking college classes online, she works at Starbucks, and she moved here from the U.S. right after she graduated. I watch closely in awe as her lips moved when she talked. She's one of those girls that you know can sing good from the way they look. 

Her ombre hair was wavy and free, and it was beautiful. I shouldn't be thinking like this, I have a lovely girlfriend. But the thoughts stay there as her hazel eyes flutter close and open back up through conversation.

"Faith, can you sing?" I finally ask.

"Yup!" she says. Pretty confident, I like it.

"Will you sing for us?" Liam asks.

"Sure, what song?"

"All of me," Niall says. I watch as his eyes quickly flicker to Jessica, but then back to Faith.

'What would I do without your smart mouth, drawing me in and you kicking me out,

Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down,

What's going on in that beautiful mind, I'm on your magical mystery ride,

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright,

My head's underwater but I'm breathing fine,

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.'

She conitnues the song and I must admit, her voice is gorgeous. 

We watch movies for the rest of the night and I can't help but wonder if my feelings for Jessica are strong enough? They must be.

Jessica's pov:

Harry simply fell in love with Faith the moment she started talking. I'm a bit mad, but it's fine. I still love Niall. And I know I shouldn't because he doesn't love me still, if he even actually did, but as of right now, no one loves me. I drive Faith home, telling her good bye and that I'll see her soon. The whole drive home I cried. 

I sit in my car for a good hour and a half, just thinking and crying. The front door opens and I watch Niall come out, open my car door and pull me out of the drivers seat. I started crying harder as he carries me bridal style into the passenger seat of my car. He quickly climbs in the drivers seat and pulls out of the driveway.

"Niall what are you doing?" I ask, my voice shakey.

"I'm taking you to the park," he says, eyes focused on the road. I don't say anything else, I only cry more as I watch out the window. We soon pull up to the park and carries me out of the car once more, setting me down on the bench and sitting next to me.

"Jessica, what's wrong?" he asks.

"Well for starters, I'm with someone who doesn't love me like they should, and quite frankley I don't know if I love them they way I should either," I say.

"Continue," he says, listening carefully.

"This guy I still love, loves someone else. And I can't help but wonder if he ever even actually loved me. I often think he was just telling me he did because he felt sorry for me. And it sucks because I still love him and I always have-" I was cut off. Niall quickly pushes his lips to mine, passionately, cupping both of my cheeks with his hands. We pull apart too quick.

"I'm sorry," he says quietly. I just sit there. What else am I suppose to do?

"I still love you Jessica. Me and Ellie aren't real. Simon put us together for the public," he explains. I don't know what sparked inside of me, but I got up and started running. I ran and ran and ran. Eventually, Niall had started following me with the car and caught up, but I just kept running.