Broken Trust

Chapter forty- three

Chapter 43:

Jessica's pov:

I wake up the next morning and decide to go for a jog. I pull my hair into a pony tail, put on a pair of running leggings (which end right under my knee) and put on a sports bra with a nike hoodie over it. I slip on my nike tennis shoes and grab my phone and headphones. I go into my bathroom and brush my teeth and wash my face. I put deoderant on and spray some perfume. I grab my phone holder that goes around my arm so I don't have to hold my phone when I jog. I go downstairs and make some toast and a smoothie. I notice Liam and Louis in the living room watching T.V.

"Hey guys, I'm going on a jog. I'll be back soon," I tell them. They nod their head and go to the garage and get in my car, drivining to the park that Niall had taken me to last night. I sit in the car for a good 45 minutes before I tell myself that my food and smoothie are digested and I will not get sick if I jog. I get out of my car and turn my music on on my phone. I place it in the holder on my arm and put both my earbuds in. I then start my jog around the huge park and into town.

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As I jog back through the park from town, I sing to the music on my phone, suddenly feeling better than ever before. Harry had texted me earlier and told me that he was going to go shopping to buy me a new journal, I only responded with "ok."

I climb in my car and turn the radio on. Singing the lyrics to every song I hear, smiling as wide as possible. I pull into the drive way and walk inside, humming She Looks So Perfect. It was on the radio right before I came inside.

"Hey Jess, I know you just came home but I gotta go to a meeting with Niall and Simon and everyon else is at their girlfriends house, except Harry, he went to buy you a journal and then to Starbucks, but I was wondering if you could go grocery shopping?" he asks. My insides burned with fire as i thought of Harry at Starbucks with Faith, but it also somehow soothed me; it made my thought wander to Niall.

"Sure! I'm just gonna take a quick shower and change and then I'll go!" I tell her cheerfully.

"Someone's in a good mood," Niall says, coming down the stairs smiling.

"You know it!" I say back. Liam tells me that the list is on the counter, and then he leaves with Niall.

I quickly run upstairs to my room and into the bathroom. The time on my phone reads 12:04pm. I jump in the shower and jump back out in a matter of 15 minutes. I play some music on my phone, going through the One Direction albumn. Little White Lies comes on while I'm picking out my clothes and I dramatically put a performance on in my mirror.

I decide to wear black skinny jeans and a sweater, with my uggs.

I blow dry my hair and brush it out, straightening it. At 12:45 I go over to my vanity desk and put on light make up: foundation with eye liner and mascara and a natural pink lip gloss.

I go to reach for my phone but freeze when You and I goes on. My thoughts immediately go to the night that I had locked myself in the bathroom and Niall sang this son to me through the door. Pleading for me to come out because he loved me.

I grab my journal off my bedside table, ready to write in my last page left available, but see big writing on it.

Dear Jessica,

        I didn't mean to snoop, but I saw the journal open after you had run away. I came in her for some reassurance that you were okay, and this journal gav it to me. I only read the page that is infront of this one. Please know, that I love you with all my heart, and I know you aren't going to listen to me, but I'm going to meet with Simon tomorrow and tell him to tell the public that things aren't going okay with me and Ellie and that we are breaking up. Although, we weren't even actually together in the first place. Reading this broke my heart, and I wish that one day you will be able to see the love that I put into you.

        I love you Jessica.

                                                -Niall

Tears sprung to my eyes and I quickly grab my phone and purse, flying down the stairs, grabbing the list and hoping in my car. I plug my phone in and put You and I on replay, thinking about the letter that Niall had left me in my journal. My vision is starting to blur from the tears and my foot is pushing on the gas harder.

50 mph.

Even harder.

55 mph.

I can't help but let my anger and sadness rise.

60 mph.

The sadness takes over.

65 mph.

And the tears flow down my cheeks.

70 mph.

All these thoughts are starting to get mangeled in my head.

75 mph.

My head is pounding.

80 mph. 

I can't see anything.

85 mph.

Before I know it, I'm out.

Harry's pov:

I come to a stop at the intersection. I watch carefully as a car like Jessica's excellerates. The light turns red, but the car doesn't stop. Before anyone can hop out of their cars, a semi comes and smashes right into the drivers side. I quickly dial 911 and rush out of my car to the accident.

I see the hair and the boots. It's a girl, not too old.

I see the iPhone on the ground outside of the two vehicles. I pick it up and press the lock button, The song You and I is paused, and the background picture is Jessica with the boys.

I quickly call Liam, realizing this is Jessica in that car.

I walk over to the drivers side, where there's a little opening. I see blood everywhere and she doesn't look like she's gonna make it.

"Jessica please," I whisper, dropping to my knees, careful of the shattered glass.

"Niall?" she asks, just loud enough for me to hear. And just like that my heart is broken.

Just like this glass.

She loves Niall.

A/N

Welllll,  sorry that was short but I had to leave it at a cliff hanger! ahahah!