Dragon Hybrid (rtte) on hold

Confused

Hiccup POV
I woke up with a throbbing headache and some memory damage I could barely remember what happened last night or day. (AN: what happened will come soon)
"Ah you're awake" Krogan said to me a guy came up to me with a needle and poked me in my right arm causing me to become dizzy as I tried to stand up. I had to lean against the wall while my right arm became completely numb. Krogan then came up to me with a needle that looked like it had blood in it. "If you're going to poke me again what was that other needle for" I said to him being snippy.
"So you don't feel the pain" I looked at him scowling. "So what do you need me for?" I was being snippy again. Till he answered, holding up my chin.
"Hiccup you contain dragons blood from which I noticed and that of a night fury's quite rare" with my snippiness I told him "well I do hang around my dragon a lot you never know I might've gotten it from him"
"No you didn't actually, that dragon of yours helps you control or more likely contain your abilities". Definitely confused I answered "what are you talking about?" To get an answer of.
"I am simply implying that once I inject this in you, you will be unable to control your abilities and will be in hands, once I break you that is". I did not like the sound of that. In a quick yet quiet second I felt the needle in my neck, clenching my teeth feeling the stinging pain I couldn't take it, as it entered my blood stream. I felt my whole body become numb while my vision failed me and a nightmare filled my denying thoughts. One about the gang and not trusting me, about Berk being destroyed by me, and then finally about Astrid her beautiful face was blurry and I couldn't see it, like I couldn't control this dream of reality. "You know why did I even choose you to be my boyfriend I could've done so much better then a weak scrawny wimp" as she told me that she tossed the betrothal gift I gave her a stomped on it not caring that she was the one I loved most and the most important thing to me, she was the one that gave me hope in my darkest time. Then my father appeared this time his face wasn't blurry like Astrid's. "You are not my son, a Viking, a dragon rider, nor a rightful air of a chief. You shall never succeed in anything at all, I am disappointed in you boy your mother would be as well." Those words stung though my chest as I dropped to my knees. Then I saw the thing that broke me, Toothless. He was there my first and best friend, "Toothless" my eyes were tearing up as I called his name. When he looked at me he hit me with his tail and looked at me with anger and disgust and his mouth charged ready to shoot a plasma blast at me. I couldn't move as he shot me I fell into a dark hole with words of hatred. "Useless, unworthy, stupid, terrible" the words went on and on until I reached the dark cold bottom as I lay curled from hate.

What happened last night:
Two men came running towards me, I was able to dodge their attack. Mainly just that one though as there where plenty more to come. One man came towards me with a hot metal stick, as another grabbed onto me I could already feel the heat of the metal as it got close to me he rolled up my sleeve as I felt the cold air rush on my arm. Then I felt the burn of metal against my skin and I couldn't hold in the scream. The men enjoyed my pain as I heard the laughter of them over the hissing pain of the metal. Then they finally released me, I still could feel the burn of pressure they put onto me as I looked at it, it was the hunter symbol on my arm I then rolled down my sleeve, still feeling the pain. Then a man came over a punched me in my face where everything turned black.