irl ; graser10

chapter nineteen ; over

“Oh, hey. Sorry if I’m interrupting. I just wanted to tell you that we’re over.” I fakely smile. “Goodbye!” I swiftly turn around and bang the door, really hard. Fuck you.

I get in my car and drove away.

♡

I got home, slammed the door behind me and went up to Summer’s room.

“Wait, guys.” She said through the mic. “What happened? I heard the door.”

“That fucking prick happened.” I screamed. “I went there, ready to fucking ask him to explain and forgive him afterwards, and he’s making out with t – that bitch, Mer! I t – thought we were fine.” I sobbed.

“Calm down…” She looked worriedly at her computer screen. It was on Teamspeak, with all my close friends. “Everyone was listening.”

“I don’t fucking care. Let’s go to Seattle… Please. Just for the mean time. Back to mom and dad a – and Josh. We should’ve visited them while we were there.” I cried even more.

“Shh… babe. Let’s ask them. Okay? Then, let’s cool down there for a few months if they agree… You sleep first. Relax.” I nod and slowly closed my eyes.

♡

“She’s okay. Maybe my friend, Jordan, can tour us?” Silence, just faint talking. “Okay, thanks, mom. It’s fine, we’ll just share beds. See you in two days. I love you all. Bye.” My eyes flutter open. “Oh hey. I talked to mom.”

“Yeah, I heard.” I yawn. I’m so tired.

“She said that if we’re staying there, we’re sharing a room. We’re flying out on Saturday. Are you sure about this, though?” She bites her lip.

“A hundred and one percent…”

“Then let’s pack. One month over there and if you want to extend, just tell us.”

I nodded then went back to my room to pack up some important stuff.

♡

I clicked the record button.

“Hello everyone! It’s Autumn and I just want to thank you all for subscribing on here but unfortunately, 200 videos are enough. I won’t make any more videos on this channel but I will on TwinsSing. I’ll probably go back someday, who knows. It’s just too much work to handle both accounts and also because of personal issues. Anyway, subscribe to my other channel and see you on there. Bye!” I smile at the camera and stopped recording. Time to upload this…

@TwinTwo: Uploading a video to TwinTwo. Sorry. Ily all. <3

@TwinTwo: Alright, it’s up. Sorry, goodbye. Ily. <3

There were replies to that. People asking why, people guessing why, people who guessed why, people who understood, people who are hating on me. A lot of them.

We’re leaving in a few hours to Seattle and I’m gonna make my last singing video here for a while. I know exactly what to sing.

Just as I pressed the record button, my phone vibrates.

Zach <3 : I’m so sorry. Please take me back.

I’m furious. You’re too late. I threw my phone on the bed and started with the video.

 “Hello, guys. Today, I’m singing White Horse by Taylor Swift.”