"I Said I Love You"

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That night I didn't even study or look over through my notes. That night my mind was filled with him. That night I finally realized. That night I hated myself. I hated myself for letting myself fall for him.
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"What?!?" I yelled over the phone. Jongin called me over 50 times super early in the morning."How did you even get my number?!"

"Chanyeol-Hyung told me."

"What?" I wasn't in a good mood.

"Hyung...Can we talk? Meet me by the cafe. 7:00." He hung up. I looked my phone and was about to throw it. But remembered how poor I was and didn't. I got ready to meet him. I went out and walked towards the cafe. And for some reason...

WHY AM I SO NERVOUS?!?

I felt my body heat and my palm sweating. I felt uncomfortable. I peeked by the corner and saw Jongin stand by the cafe with his earbuds on. I looked around and saw other girls who were walking pass staring at him as they giggle and whisper. I looked over at Jongin...

 I looked over at Jongin

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His visual was no joke. He had the face and body of an idol. I understand why he is popular and why he stands out so much. He is someone who is completely different from me....We are the complete opposite.

"Do-Hyung!! You're here!" He took out his earbuds, he was waving his hand in the air with that golden smile. And all I could do was stare at me with an emotionless face.

"Hyung..? Are you mad?" He asked. But I didn't answer me. His expression changed, he grabbed my hand and drag me inside the cafe. He ordered two Ice Americanos for both of us.

"About yesterday..You got it all wrong." Jongin started.

"What was she like?" The question slipped out of my mouth.

"....Her..name was Krystal..She was beautiful girl who was always by my side. She didn't express her feelings very well through words..But she did with her cute actions." Jongin was smiling as he explained. And it was a smile I've never seen before.

I felt my heart sink to my stomach, I felt sick. Chanyeol had taught me this feeling...What was it? I think he called it jealousy.

"She was a most precious thing to me..." He trailed off.

"Then what happened...?" I asked and it came out more harsh then I meant it to.

"She found someone better...and left me." A smile never left his face. But the bright smile I saw before no longer linger on his lips, but a small sad smile.

"...She must be so special." I blurted out and I didn't mean to. I was just so...furious that I can't control what I say anymore.

"Hyung..Don't take it like that..! It was in the past, and I've moved on already. She is happy where ever she is."

"Have you ever fall in love with other people other then her?" I asked, and he nod.

"Of course, I'm a human. I might have love them but I never confessed because I want to meet the one who cans stay with me forever. Guys or girls, if they confess to me I'd have to reject them. But you know after I found Do-Hyung I know for sure you're the one. You truly don't understand just how much you mean to me." He said.

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