Say You Love Me || Kaisoo

"His Words"

"Here is your tea." The maid lay my tea down on the desk and left after I thank her. I was in the guest room studying for the exam that was coming up after fall break was over. But........I had a hard time studying.

"Stop staring at me. I can't concentrate." I was really pissed off and frustrated, Jongin was sitting next to me for 2 straight hours just staring at me as I study. He didn't say or do any thing but just stared, making me very uncomfortable.
(Get you a man that can stare at you for 2 straight hour like Jongin stares at Do.)

"I just love staring at Hyung!" Jongin replies with an eye smile.

"Shut up you pervert and get lost." I gently hit his head with my pencil but it only made him chuckle. The moment was disturbed when Jongin's phone rang loudly. Jongin and I looked at the caller....'Krystal💕."

He looked at me but I look away,"Take the call." I said as I kept on doing what I was doing. But Jongin didn't move, I looked at him.

"...Hyung doesn't want me to take it right..? Then I-"

"Did I say I don't want you to take it? When did I say that? Huh?" Without realizing I started to explode,"Oh? You wanna talk to her alone..? Sorry, I'll leave some room for you." I got up from my seat and left slamming the door shut.

I went downstairs and sat in the couch trying to control this disgusting feeling."Is everything okay? Do Kyungsoo-shi?" The maid asked politely.

"Huh? Oh...Y-Yea..!" I tried my best to smile."Say...Do you...mind telling me more about Krystal..?" I asked. She smiled, she sat down next to me.

"Krystal was a very sweet lady. She was a model, actress, and a singer. She was a very talented, cheerful, and lovely lady. Master Jongin and her met during their freshman year and started going out, but sometimes Krystal was too busy with her schedule that she didn't have time to spend with Master Jongin. But he still really loved her."

"Oh....." Hearing the story felt like I was being stab with every sentence. But I wanted to hear more.

"When it was time for Krystal to move far away, she broke up with Master Jongin so she doesn't have to make him suffer...And I'm sure even right now he still love her very much so." The maid smiled. But I couldn't. I just couldn't.

Having the thought of Jongin loving someone else but me...was scary. I didn't know why, but I hate the thought of it.

"But...Maybe I'm wrong, he might have someone who is even more special to him. Don't you think so too? Kyungsoo-Shi?" She nudged. I looked at her with a surprised expression that quickly turned into a smile.

Suddenly there were a lot of rumbling and crashes from upstairs. Jongin came running down fully dressed nicely,"Hyung, Let's Go."

"Go? Go where?!" Jongin took my hand forcefully and drag me out of the mansion. As he walked he didn't let go of my hand, I could break free so I just followed him slowly behind me."Where are we going..?"

"We are going to meet Krystal." My body shook as her name came out of Jongin's mouth. I stopped at my track, he turned around and looked at me.

"Why do I have to come with you..?! Go by you-"

"No! You don't get it! Just trust me and follow me!!" He cut me off.

"Aish! If you wanna meet her then meet her yourself! Don't get me involved with her!! I have nothing to do with her. We don't even know each other!! YAH!! Let go!!" Jongin's grip just got tighter.

Jongin's expression grew grim and dark, he grab my hand more tightly this time and kept dragging me without listening to what I had to say at all.

He took me to a near by beach and I saw Krystal waiting. She was looking out at the blue sea, with her dress and hair swinging along with the wind. The maid was right...She is a very lovely lady.

"Oppa! You're here!" She shot a smile at us. I smiled with a small bow, it was awkward. I looked down and saw that Jongin was still holding my hand and showed no sign of letting it go.

"I knew it...So it's him. Kyungsoo? Was it?" She looked at me up and down, Jongin nod leaving me super confused.

"Krystal. This is my boyfriend." Jongin suddenly spoke, and I was astonished by what just came out of his mouth.

"Huh?!? What?!? What are you-"

"Thank you for all our times together!" He easily cut me off,"But now I found someone who will now take my number one in my heart." As Jongin went on my face got hotter and my palms got sweaty.

"I see...Kyungsoo! I hope you take care of Oppa for me! Looks like you won, I admit my defeat. It was nice seeing you two, see you guys later." Krystal bowed and walked off with a smile. But it wasn't a happy smile, but a fake one.

After she left there was 10 second of silence. "YAH!! What were you thinking?!? Are you crazy?!?" I punched Jongin's stomach making his step back covering his stomach in pain.

"Ouch..!! Ugh...!! Hyung...! You're so mean! I was proving to you how much I love you!"

"!!....But...."

"Didn't you hear what I said. You're my number one in my heart. Now Hyung doesn't have to worry anymore." He smiled.

"....Tsk..! W-Who said I was worry?! Huh..?! A-About What..?!" I stutter.

"Worried she'd take me away."

"Tsk! Like she can!! You think I'll hand you to her that easily?! No Way!" I blurted out without thinking.

"Hyung....What did you say...?" Jongin came closer. I covered my mouth in embarrassment.

"N-N-Nothing..!! Don't come any closer..!!!" I shouted.

"Haha...I'm so happy. I'm so happy I don't know what to do.."

Jongin took off his shoe and carried it as he walked along the sandy beach. He sat down and played with the sand around him, I watched him from afar.

Just seeing him makes happy and go crazy....But I could never tell him that. I wonder what he is thinking right now. "Hyung, Let's be together forever" or "Let's get married" he'd probably say something stupid like that.

I laughed at my own thought.

"Hyung, Let's be together forever. And Let's get married."

Jongin's words echoed in my head over and over again. I looked at him. I didn't take my eyes off him for one second.

"Hyung...! Why are you crying..?" Jongin got up and ran to me, he wiped my tears away gentle.

Why..? Why you ask..? Well...

I don't think I can ever tell you why...If I did..I might die from embarrassment..