The Force Within Me

Run From This Bitter Reality

"HEY!!!!"

"WHAT THE F**** DID YOU DO?"

"YOU SON OF A B****"

Stronger

Stronger

I can feel it.

"Pls just stay away"

"AFTER WHAT YOU DID, YOU EXPECT ME TO 'JUST STAY AWAY' YOU A******"

"I'm so so-sorry"

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Its been a month already.....

After that..

That incident where I first discovered it.

That monster within me.

The monster that destroyed.....

Even me.

It was a fair day that time.

I never expected that something like that would happen.

I was a freshman that day.

And since I was a child, I was never ever been bullied.

But that time.

I was quietly sitting that time.

I didn't talk to anyone.

But, I didn't expect.....

A girl approached me.

I was stunned by her appearance.

She was....

A goddess.

But inside that goddess....

Is a complete b**** hiding inside.

But I didn't know any of that until she reached me.

She sat beside me.

"Hi"

As much as I hate it, stuttered.

"H-hi"

"Oooooh you're interesting"

"Huh?"

She went closer to me and whispered in my ear.

"To be my playmate"

All students stopped whatever they are doing and look at us.

"What? What do you mean?"

She grinned.

"You're kidding"

Even if I was shocked from what she said but I still managed to say those words.

Like come on who wants a playmate in highschool?

When I looked at the other students that are staring, I saw a look of pity in their faces.

I can sense them mouthing 'Sorry'.

Before I even realized it, a bucket of flour was poured straight to my face.

I can see others laughing, others feeling guilty, others are....... well no reaction.

I've never been humiliated like this before.

Its too late when I noticed three more girls approaching her and passed her a paper bag.

Then....

They started throwing raw eggs at me.

I was about to cry that time.

Then one of her girls said something.

"Aw our new playmate is crying. Aw okay baby let's clean you up."

And a bucket of water was poured on me.

"Ahahahahhahaahaa there we go, everyone lets eat our dessert. Ahahahahaha"

Suddenly

I felts a surge of heat, anger, and rage grow inside me.

"Oh our dessert is angry, maybe we should just throw it, right girls?"

Then they ran towards me and attempted to lift me up.

I was so nervous that time and I couldn't control that feeling of something destructive anymore.

And then I yelled.

"STOOOOPPP"

And a very unexpected thing happened.

Everything repelled from me.

Even the tables, chairs, bags, and even the bullies repelled.

"HEY!!!!"

"WHAT THE F**** DID YOU DO?"

"YOU SON OF A B****"

Stronger

Stronger

I can feel it.

"Pls just stay away"

"AFTER WHAT YOU DID, YOU EXPECT ME TO 'JUST STAY AWAY' YOU A******"

"I'm so so-sorry"

My knees weakened.

I think I'm going to faint.

With a distorted vision, I can still see their vague figures that were dumbfounded, curious, amazed

Afraid

Then.....

Everything went black.