Him, Them, Me || A Rebel Coast FanFic|| ***UNEDITED***

26.-{Him, Them, Me}

{A month later}

My mother and father were sitting at the table. I was silently eating my breakfast when my dad spoke.

"Are you gaining weight?" he asked.

"Sam!" my mother snapped.

I looked down at my belly. It was getting big. But then again I have eaten a lot of food lately. I guess all the depressing things have gotten to me. Morgan's funeral was horrendous. People were all pitying me. No one would look at me the same. Not even the guys. And Angelo. Will Angelo hasn't been the same since that night. Now they are on tour, and they took Amy, Erin and Candice with them. So I barely had anyone to talk to. The guys were coming back tonight though.

"Yes," I said.

"Oh..." he said back.

I got up and went to my room. Then I had this sudden urge to throw up. I ran to my bathroom and threw up all my breakfast. When I was done, I felt gross. I sat by the toilet and held my stomach. What is wrong with me? I got up and decided to go for a walk. Everything is so messed up now. I mean, Morgan is gone. I didn't know how much I loved him until he was gone. And I guess Angelo figured out that before I did. I always had this picture in my mind. That it would always be,

Him, Them, Me.

But I guess now its only Them and Me. I felt a tear slide down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away. I checked Morgan's phone and watched a slide show I made with pictures of us. I smiled and laughed through my tears. Wow I'm 18, and I've changed. School is over, I am not going to colleague so my adult world is coming fast. I went to McDonalds, having the craving for a BigMac. I remembered when Morgan and I were here.

**************Flash Back*****************
"Remember that time when I kissed you by that tree," Morgan pointed to a crooked tree.

I laughed a little.

"Yes, our first kiss might I add," I smiled at the emotions I went through that day.

"I miss it when we use to hang out like that," Morgan said softly.

"Yeah," I whispered.

The rest of the way was silent. When we came to the back yard of my house I turned to Morgan.

"Thanks Morgie," I hugged him.

I felt him stiffen then relax as he pulled my against him. I breathed in his sent and closed my eyes. I felt him let go and that was the signal that we were done.

"See you Tomorrow at school," Morgan's eyes shined at me.

I smacked my head. I totally forgot about school. Agh. I made a face.

"You're so cute babe," Morgan whispered and rode off on his bike.

*************End of Flashback**********

I think that's when he started to show me his feelings. And for some odd reason, I accepted them. Even though I was not over Angelo. And now it's the total opposite. I'm not over Morgan. I don't think I ever will be.

'He will always have a place in my heart....' I thought and glowed all the way home.