Him, Them, Me || A Rebel Coast FanFic|| ***UNEDITED***

48.-{All good things end}

The music was blasting. People were PDA'ing. A lot. I could not say I knew a single person besides Adam in the building. I felt his hand tighten around mine.

"Ray!" I heard someone yell over the loud music.

I turned to see Amer and Amy. Amy!!! I grinned.

"Aimster!" I yelled an threw my arms around her neck like she did the first time she saw me.

"Rayster!" Amy yelled back.

I laughed. She looked gorgeous. She had a beautiful white tube dress, and her blond long hair was straight. Just then Ryan and Erin appeared. They looked like the cutest couple. They were the perfect match.

"Hey Ray," Erin grinned at me.

"Hey Erin," I grinned back.

I had to admit. It was great seeing them again. Kyle and Candice were going to catch up and decided to stay at home. I felt sad. My two homies aren't here. I sighed. Well one of my homies. The last the arrive was Angelo. He was breathtaking. His hair was a lazy bed head mess that looked extremely sexy. He had on black skinny jeans and black Adidas shoes. He had on a white shirt and a black sweater. He stopped when he saw me. It's like the two of us became the only people in the world. And I could tell he felt the same way because he started to walk towards me.

No...

I walked away quickly, hearing Adam and everyone else shout my name. I grabbed a drink on a table and downed it. What is wrong with us? Or me? Or him? We say we like other people and yet, we still have feelings for each other. Why can't we just together?

'Because you keep pushing him away. He doesn't want to know you've hurt him so he makes the choice for you...'

But why? Why can't we just talk about it!

'That's what he just tried to do...' the voice said sarcastically in my head.

But who do I want to go with? Adam? Angelo? No one? Be a loner forever. Be forever alone? I guess all good things end. Maybe that's what Adam was talking about when he said if anything happens tonight he still likes me. Wow, he is smart. And a great loyal friend. But I guess ever since we started dating we haven't changed. I mean we only kissed a few times. And our relationship is the same. Adam still needs to get to know me.

'Wanna know who does know everything about you? Angelo....' the voice in my head said slyly.

Agh shut up! I felt my boob vibrate. I got out my phone.

From:

Angelo😱

Hey we need to talk...

Me: Yes. Yes we do. I'm in a room where a bathroom has strobe lights in it.

Angelo: Be there soon.

Me: Seeya.

I waited. What well I say? We can't be friends. Wanna be FWB's? Do you even like me? Why yes, then why say you like someone else? Agh!

"Fuck!" I yelled in frustration.

"Calm down babe," my insides froze.

I turned to see Morgan. I rubbed my eyes. I blinked them. But he didn't leave.

"Morgan?" I asked in shock.

"You need to do what's best. Be with him. You know you want to. But I know why you're holding back. He won't die on you. I know. He will rather not die then die to cause you pain. If that makes since. Please babe. Let go..." and then Morgan faded.

What

The

Hell?

"RAVEN!!!" Angelo's face suddenly appeared in front of mine.

I blinked. Again. That was bizarre. Maybe it was sign.

'No shit...'

I narrowed my eyes. Some times this voice gets on my nerves. I went and sat on the couch that was in the room. Angelo followed. I faced him, a thousand thoughts crossing my mind.

"Raven what is wrong with us?" he asked as if he could read my thoughts.

"Honestly I have no idea," I shook my head sadly.

"Do you really love me?" he asked, pain filling his eyes.

"Yes. God knows yes," I cried out.

"The question is, do you really love me?" I looked deeply into his eyes.

"Always," he whispered.

"Then why are we dating other people. Why do we keep separating?" I sighed.

"It's the doubt we have. I know why I do it. I think that you don't like me or want me," Angelo looked away.

"I want you. Oh god, I want you," I breathed out.

Angelo looked at me. Then before I knew, we were kissing. His soft lips were on mine. Our passion, lust, pain, longing, every emotion we had, was in that kiss. Angelo pressed our bodies together. I held onto him, my hands moving in his hair. I love this boy...