Him, Them, Me || A Rebel Coast FanFic|| ***UNEDITED***

5.-{Torn up}

I sighed as I looked at the beautifulness of the sky. He has the right to know. I guess.

"Sometimes I want to kiss you. I want you to hold me, and sing to me as I lay there beside you, and listen with admiration. But then, I remember that we are best friends. Hence the word friends. Then again, I think, you are my best friend, which means you know me like the back of your hand. What always stops me though, is our friendship. If we were to ever date, then it doesn't work, how are we supposed to go back to that? I like you a lot. You truly are my best friend. More then Kyle, Ryan, Curtis and Amer. And with the whole thing about your girlfriend I realized, how bad it would be if we broke up, and you had nobody to go to, who would understand as much as I would," I explained and went quiet as I gave Angelo time to process what I just said.

I know it doesn't make sense, but he said to just say or blurt it out. I closed my eyes and focused on my breath. After I thought about it, why did I say that? I'm supposed to be the girl who doesn't have boyfriends. Who don't need them. I couldn't do this.

"I-" Angelo was about to say something, but I was already running.

I didn't stop until I reached my house. The lights were all off. Which was strange because it was midnight. And I thought parties gone on until the light shined through the sky. I got in, and sure enough, Amer was past out on the couch, Kyle was making out with his girlfriend, and who knows where Ryan and Curtis are. I sighed. Luckily the wasn't a total mess, as in anything wrecked. I didn't have the energy to check all the rooms. Just in case I saw something I didn't want to see. I went down to my room, and went to take a shower. I feel like a total bitch for leaving Angelo. But I couldn't handle it. The feelings can not happen. At all. Or they can. I'm just so dam confused. I pulled on a t-shirt which stopped at my mid-thigh and took out my contacts. My glasses were thick and big, and I pulled my hair into a bun. I went on Twitter and just chilled. I guess that's my total zone where I don't have to worry about anything. Just tweets. I turned off my light, and about two minutes later, someone burst in my room, rudely and turned on my light.

"Agh!" I yelled and covered my face with my blankets.

I felt another body come on the bed, and then the blankets were ripped off me. What the hell? I opened my eyes to see Angelo's face, and then his lips came crushing down onto mine...

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