HER | A Gabentine Story ~ [COMPLETED]

·Chapter 23· Numb

Gabriel's POV

~2 days later~

...

I feel nothing...

...all I feel is...numb...

It's...it's been 2 days since Clementine has been gone...

...I can barely live with myself...

Crazy ideas went through my mind.

Such as....

"You know, why don't I just kill myself and I'll be with her?!"
"Maybe I can get shot too!"
"I can just kill my whole family and then kill myself so we can be together with her!!"

No.

Just. No.

But before my thoughts take over and I end my life, there is one thing I need to do...

I run out of our house that I'm currently living in with Kate and Javi. And run straight towards David.

I grab him by the shirt and push him up against a wall.
I then began punching his arms.

"YOU KILLED HER!!! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!  YOU KILLED HER!!! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!! I HATE YOU!!!"

Before I could continue, Javi comes running out and grabs me under the arms and holds me back.

"YOUR STUPID, DISGUSTING, LYING, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!"
//anyone recognize that quote of triggerness? :)//

"Gabe! Gabe that's enough!!" Javi yells at me while backing me off trying to calm me down.

"GET OFF ME JAVI!!! HE KILLED HER!!! DAVID YOU KILLED HER!!! SHOT HER AND SHE DIED!!! ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!"

Blood-curdling screams fill out side due to how loud I was.

"Gabriel! Inside. Now."

Javi grabs the back of my neck and forces me inside.

"Aye dios mio! Gabe! ¿Qué has hecho?!? ¿Sabes lo que has hecho?"

//Fun Fact: Yes my grass ass is Mexicano and I speak Spanish but my accent is trash//

"JAVI, HE KILLED HER!! HES THE REASON SHES DEAD!!"

Javi looks at me in shock.

"Gabe...I'm...I'm so sorry"

"Its ok..."

A bit of awkward silence happens but then Javi breaks it.

"Here."

He hands me something I easily recognize...

Clementine's hat.

"Javi! Wha- I- How did- I can't-"
I'm in shock.

He smiles and I take off my beanie and put on her hat.

I softly smile and I bring him into a hug.

"Thank you...for everything"

Tears stream down both of our faces silently, were crying like little kids.

We break the hug and then looks at me with a smirk.

Why smirking at a time like this?

"Go destroy him tiger"

I nod and run outside.

I pin David up again against the wall.

He's fighting back but I'm stronger and the only reason I am is because I'm thinking of her...

I was going to yell at him a lot more until it hit me...

Clem wouldn't want this...

What she would really want...

...is AJ.

"AJ. Where is he."
Not a question.

I'm demanding the answer.

"Gabe-"

"NO. WHERE. IS. AJ."

David takes a heavy sigh and looks me dead in the eye.

"Macarol Ranch. 60 miles south."

I nod and run off back into the house and grab my backpack...

I think I forgot my ending note last chapter xD I'm just super excited to update so many new chapters today! Anyway...I'm so sorry for what's going on in the book, you probably didn't expect her to die but...yeah....:(
~Caitlyn