Mistakes (FALEC)

[ V ] - "Denying."

liberosis
-the desire to care less about things.

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She was worried; always wanting to careless about things. But society was cruel. Really cruel to her. The desire to let go of things from her point of view was really favorable.

The despicable boyfriend and his unrefined personality. It was hellish to think that he would be a good boyfriend.

She wanted to not care, to let go. But what good would that even do?

Mistake Number Five: "Denying."

I say defensively, "I told you Gold. I don't like Alec. I mean, I guy I just met? Who do you think I am? An insane basketball fangirl?!" Gold laughs.

"I don't mean that. What I'm saying is a simple crush. It's a simple crush." I shake my head in pure and utter disbelief. This girl can't be flipping serious.

Anyways, such things like these are what Gold always guessed. She wanted to know what was going in my life. But I admit it that I am not the one to tell things happening in my life so stead forwardly.

I was always quite distant. Even though I had Gold. She didn't really push me to tell her some stuff that I wanted to keep with myself because she knew that I wasn't used to be open with my feelings.

"Gold, please." I plead, "I don't like Alec or whatever his name was; sure he's attractive but I'm not sure if I am ready for another pathetic relationship. I don't want to get hurt again." I confess, rubbing my shoulders.

Gold was looking at her phone and pointed something to me. It was one of the pictures that was taken in my recent modeling job. Yes, I model and no it wasn't my choice.

She smiled, "Funneh, look. Tons of boys are drooling over you. Don't you want to chose one loyal follower?" I know she was tempting me to confess. But I wasn't going to give in this time.

"Gold, stop." I said, but she resisted with my request and continued. "OoOh, look at this hottie!" I peeked through her phone and see Alec, partially naked.

Abs showing and muscles toned. I was blushing at that point. I didn't know that mister redhead had instagram. I had to follow him or something.

"See Funneh? Isn't he charming?" I shut my mouth in response. I do not trust my mouth right now.

He scrolled for more of these images and by the time I was getting more flushed. "Stop it Gold, I don't really like him." I try to defend myself.

I can't seem to get over Evan. I mean I know that know that I can accept hearing his name repeatedly. But getting another relationship is what I'm not sure of.

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She ran towards Evan, "Please Evan, we can start again." The boy showed no sign of guilt or resentment towards himself. "Funneh did you really think that I really loved you?"

Her heart broke to pieces. She knew that he'd say no. Reality was crumbling between them.

Everyone was listening to their fight. "Ok Evan, I know that you don't love me. But you could've just told me. So stop making me seem like the bad guy like I didn't give you enough love. Because I was the effort."

She continue, "So now I'm doing this. Evan Peters, I'm breaking up with your ass." I spat out venom, "Get a new pityful girlfriend where you can fuck with her feelings."

She walked away but that's when the tears started to fall. She promised her life now to stop being a pathetic girl.

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