Mistakes (FALEC)

[ XIX ] - "Ayano's Birthday Bash: Invited To The Worst Night." (PART 1)

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She told him she wasn't going to change. But she did. But he didn't know anymore. Even she didn't know. They were both stuck in the middle.

She couldn't interpret herself anymore and it made him worry. He did want ro do anything to fix her. But it's not as easy as he thought.

She was broken glass that couldn't just be fixed by using super glue. She needed something more sturdy; supportive.

"I've never felt so challenged in my life but what can I do? Just don't forget that I can't stop loving you no matter how you change I'll keep picking you."

Mistake Number Nineteen: "Ayano's Birthday Bash: Invited To The Worst Night." (PART 1)

School was doing it again to me. It was annoying the heck out of me. But I had to pretend that it was 'oh such a pleasure getting beautiful teachers and classrooms that don't make me feel like I'm living in a claustrophobic room!'. The teacher smiled at me as I shot a grin back.

How beautiful. I see a note slide through my desk as I face to look at Alec. What he did yesterday was so flustering and confusing. It made me think so much that I was frequently visiting my own la la land. I secretly open the note and see a message.

"avoiding me? sorry if i was TOO straightforward."

I looked back at him and he shot a straight face. Not smiling nor frowning but he was just making me think. I had to know on how to sort these complex feelings because chemistry surely doesn't answer this problem. I was stuck.

But I surely knew that I was liking Alec more than a friend.

Or more than how a friend should like friends. I couldn't hold feelings. I had these tendencies in which I easily can admit or confess my feelings because they haven't gotten too deep. I can still avoid it and that's where it cuts the line. Where my connection ends.

But I can't get enough of him. Like a drug. That has side effects that I can get rid of. Wait, am I actually overthinking this? He's a drug that has side effects. (that was more like Evan) Alec was a remedy. But I actually am not too sure if I could really start a new relationship when it can be facing jeopardy.

Alec as I told myself; was always fascinating. Because nothing was ever old to him. He had all sorts of surprises. It was like I never got bored. I always was the one getting intrigued about basically. . EVERTHING about him.

He drove me crazy. Whatever he is, whoever he is. I am sure I'll never get bored. I stare back at Alec with a toothy grin. "Huh, stop? I thought you didn't care about that?" I whisper over to him. He acts defensively, "I have a—had I mean, a girlfriend. Wouldn't you think I would've known on how to act like a gentleman? I actually know when to stop." I smile at him, sincerely.

"You are amazing. Like your past girlfriend. You equip a personality out of this world. You are fascinating. I could talk about you for hours." I admit, feeling hotness reach my cheeks. I was getting really flustered.

I continue whispering back to him, "But. . well, let's take this slow. You're like confusing, fascinating and complex mashed together. But I don't mind. I can't control myself either." The bell rings and that leaves Alec's mouth dangling open. I secretly chuckle turning away from him.

Ayano then approached me with a blank face. She handed me a fancy envelope that I thanked her for. I knew what it was already. Alec came walking out of the door as I stopped him and showed him the invitation. "A party."

He looked at it with a smirk. "I guess this will keep us busy for the night." I think about it. Do I really want to attend this birthday bash? Will Ayano be plotting something?

"Hmm, sure."

A/N:

hai new update. school's coming in two days and i'll be busy. but i'll try to update more often.

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