Mistakes (FALEC)

[ XXII ] - "Those Feelings Of Yours."

ataraxia
-a state of freedom from emotional disturbance or anxiety; tranquility

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He felt at peace when loving her. They felt like the world always stop when they are together. He gave her all - including the unconditional love she needed for more strength.

She admired him too much. They were always joined by the hip. Balancing eachother's weaknesses and turning to be their new source of strength.

But all of that turned out to be a dream.

"I promise that I'll make it up to you. That I'll make you happy and never remind you of the noise that you experienced. I want you yo live traquil."

Mistake Number Twenty - Two: "Those Feelings Of Yours."

Gold left me crying in my own room for too long. I had to get over it. I have to find another person that will help me get over our broken friendship. I would actually want to fix it. But probably with my words that night scared her. I pick myself up and try to hide that I was crying all night and carried my bag to school.

The driver asked me if I wanted to be driven to school. I shake my head and shot a faint smile. I didn't even think it was a smile. More like a faint frown.

I dialed a number that I always had dialed. "Hey Alec." I hide the visible frown in my voice. "What's wrong? Do you want to walk together?" He knew. He knew that I wanted to walk with him. "Sure."

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Alec and I were laughing by the stupid joke that Alec told me. Atleast this broken friendship has been dealt with for a moment. "We're almost here." I warn him and try to walk properly but he idiotically acts improper. When a teacher walks by him his back is suddenly straightened out with a plain smile.

"Oops, why the nice boy act?" I laugh at his behaviour. He shrugs, "That's my coach." I nod is an signaling an "oh". We arrive 'Everleigh High' and I start to pick myself up together.

I walked across Gold normally to show her that nothing was wrong with me. I literally want to strangle her. I want to be her bestfriend again. She'll always be naivé. And I want to protect her from Prince and people who might possibly hurt her.

As I was gathering my stuff from my locker Alec surprised me suddenly appearing beside me. "Hey, I kinda noticed that you were feeling blue today." I shrug and bite my lip, "Uh okay, there's somthing that I haven't told you." I shut my locker and drag Alec to a kinda secretive place. "I broke off my friendship with Gold. We had a fight that night at the party."

I sob quietly trying to contain myself but Alec kissed my forehead. My mind wasn't at peace. But he made me feel much better. "Shh, it's okay. I promise you that your friendship with Gold will not end." After my venting, I thanked Alec and headed to English.

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Erica grabbed my arm. I groan to my dismay as I stared her down. "What do you want?" Erica slammed her locker and faced me with such a glare.

"Okay. What I said before, you got the wrong idea. I want Alec back. You don't care for him whatsoever." She told me, I stare at her in disgust.

Then I scoff at her, "Alec is not a toy for you to throw and decide to use again. What do you think he is?! A recyclable?" I snapped.

Erica laughed, "Are you even serious with those feelings of yours?" Alec was approaching me. I whisper to his ear, "Please let me do this to you. " I plead. Alec did an unnoticable nod and I did the most shocking thing that I've ever done in my life.

I kissed him. Lips to lips. My arms tied around his neck.

A/N:

I was too excited to show this to you!! but i have to go to school now. ;-;

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