Mistakes (FALEC)

[ XXXIII ] - "ALEC: I Always Loved Her."

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He felt before that he was always missing something. Before she came into his life he was lonely. But when she came she gave him every reason to survive. And it was a good one.

To love her.

Mistake Number Thirty - Three: "ALEC: I Always Loved Her."

Funneh's parents knew that I was eventually going to tell the truth. They were a bit worried, but they accepted it eventually. We are now at Funneh's room, and Gold knew about what I did and screamed for joy.

Funneh laughs, "That jacket?! I gave you that jacket? As a gift? And even your phone?!" I chuckled, following her. It felt good to mess around with her again; just like the past.

Her confession earlier shocked me. I knew that I will always love her. But I didn't know that such things like this will become normal again. I didn't know that 'us' will be normal again.

"Huh, I bet you didn't know this. We were actually one in a serious relationship." Funneh's eyes widen, "Like?! GF and BF?" I nod; crossing my arms while Funneh slowly turned red. "Why—How?! How did you not. . like. . cry?" I sighed, "Trust me, I ran out of tears crying for you to remember me. Then, you dated that bitch of an asshole — Evan."

Funneh stays once again silent. "I'm sorry that I hurted you. Evan—I just wasted my time on him! Trying to love him when my feelings were fake." I mentally gasp. Really? "Well, in some way they were. But I fell in too deep." Funneh is too open. I didn't remember her like this.

I hugged her again, "Anyways, now you know about basically everything, care to explain why you weren't mad or in any way or form. . SHOCKED?" Funneh pursed her lips and opened them once again to speak, "Well, I already knew that you guys were keeping something; something was flat out suspicious. But when you told me that I had amnesia, I was glad that it wouldn't hurt or rip any of us apart."

She continues, "It was much better than facing a secret that will break our relationship and also hurt me mentally and emotionally." I shot a grin towards her.

"Oh no."

I ran to her drawer and raised her CD's. "Care to watch a movie with me Kennedy?" She smirked, "Bet on Williams."

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It was morning and Funneh fell asleep on my shoulder, oh, that's why it felt heavy. I kissed her forehead and carefully placed her on her bed.

That was enough of today. I'll give her time to rest and think about things. I also needed fresh air and time to think about things like these.

I had to pinch myself to ensure that I wasn't dreaming. Surely I was. As I pinch myself a shock of pain jolted through my body and I curse in pain.

But I was just happy, "I will always love you Kennedy."

A/N:

haha. i was just excited to post this.

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