nepenthe
- something that can make you forget about grief or suffering.
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He was suffering under seeing her blind from her past. He was griefing for a new her. He hated to see her forget about him. He was sad. He wanted to tell her.
But there were boundaries that people told him to dare not cross. He was tired. In a way, he also changed.
But he was still the same pessimistic boy and she was still the same enthusiastic girl.
Mistake Number Twenty - Eight: "Art Is In The Eye Of Its Beholder."
What was this? The feeling of betrayal. The feeling of wanting to explode in such anger unimaginable. But I walked away and climbed up the stairs, to my room and pretended to not hear anything.
How didn't I suspect this? That Alec and Gold were involved. But it was driving me insane. (lol i can't 😂) It was driving me crazy. I was out of my mind. I was lost in my own thoughts. There are so many questions. But what can I do?
I always pretend to think what others want me to think. And in this equation. I'm doing it again. Is there something bad about that? Alec and Gold peeped in my room and I smiled immediately, "How was the project?"
Gold's eyes twinkled, "Our project was accepted." I came to hug the both of them. Damn it, a tear slipped. When Gold ended the hug she asks. "Why are you crying?" I wiped the tear and smiled at her.
"I'm happy for you." I lie, sometimes it's easier. Life will get better. I know it. Alec grinned at me, "Anyways, want to come to my house? It's all empty." I shrug, "Sure."
Gold shaked her head. "Nope, I don't want to be third wheeling. So see yah! I'm out!" We both laughed at her. And she slipped away. I faced Alec, and groaned, "She made me third wheel and she has the audacity to escape?"
He chuckled, and ruffled my hair, "We have the time to ourselves." I felt that his voice was a bit seductive. And a bit provocative.
"Oh hell na."
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As Alec opened the door to his house I could sense some things that I remember, strangely. Well not clearly though. I looked around some more and Alec offered to sit me down at his coach. So I sat down and waited for him to finish whatever he was doing.
So I unconciously ask something, "What do you think about art?"
He turned around to face me, "Art is in the eye of its beholder. You can either love it or have your own opinion on it. It matters on how you see it." Alec says, walking around as he looks like to be finding something.
He came back with a painting in his hand, "Do you think this is beautiful?" I analyzed it; it seemed familiar to me. It was beautiful.
"I say yes. It is a wonderful piece." I chatter back, looking at the painting's beauty.
He sighed, "It was made by that someone who holds my world. This was her last memory. Can she make more though?"
That questioned my mind. Can I make more memories like this supposed girl Alec was talking about?
Or was it just. .
me?
A/N:
hai. dats my update for today so yeah. im gone. bai
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Mistakes (FALEC)
Fanfiction"Art is in the eye of its beholder. You can either love it or have your own opinion on it. It matters on how you see it." Alec says, walking around as he looks like to be finding something. He came back with a painting in his hand, "Do you think th...
