Perdoname - Yoandri Cabrera (Completed)

12.0

Yoandri's pov;

I was on the swing from the park across the street from my house. Sitting there just thinking about what i'm gonna do next. Then i remembered this is where me and Celine would always come and played around. I quickly got away from there as it brought back a bunch of memories of her and I. I made my way to the slide and just sat there. I honestly dont even know what to do anymore. My phone vibrated and it was Joshua calling.

"Yoandri where on earth are you?" Joshua asked through the phone screen.

"Im at the park by my house" i said.

"Yoyo are you still thinking about Celine?" he asked with a somewhat bothered tone.

"Joshua are you kidding me right now? You already know my mad feelings for her. You out of all people should understand my feelings!" I yelled.

"Yoandri just man up. Focus on the competition. Meet me at Joel's"

"Josh did you really just tell me that. Come on, i could've sworn you were one of my best friends"

"Look girls come and go. Yeah i get it, Cel started as your best friend. Yoandri please get it through your head man. She only used you understand that!"

"If you were in my place, you'd know it isnt that easy" i said and then hung up.

I was mad. Pissed better said. Joshua was like one of the first persons i made friends with in La banda and hes never acted like this. I think maybe all the stress from the competition is driving him a bit loco.

I got up from the slide and headed to where Joel was staying here in Miami since he lives all the way in California. I got to his place, placed my jacket on the rack by the door and all of the boys were there. Christopher, Alan, Johann, Joel of course, Erick, Kevin, Jaime, Joshua, Sebastian, Jose Antonio, Nickie, Micke and Aaron. Richard wasnt gonna be able to make it because he had a family emergency. I think his girlfriend, Yocelyn, was having a lot of contractions due to her pregnancy.

Only us and his family know that he has a girl and a soon to be born daughter. The fans have no clue about this since we dont want Yocelyn to be hurt by any negative comments from anyone.

"Hey man" Joel said.

"Hey" i said with a weak smile while we did our handshake. After all, he is still my best friend.

"Come on Yoyo lighten up" he said.

"I guess so" i said.

I then started to greet all the guys and talk a little. It kind of made me feel a bit better but i still i kinda felt off and weird.

"You hungry?" Sebastian asked.

"Nah im okay" i said unsure.

"Yoyo come on now. You havent been eating right since, you now" he with his voice trailing off.

"It's okay. Just say it"

"Ever since the whole thing with Celine"

"Sebas really. Im not hungry. I already ate at home" i lied.

"If you say so"

I sat down next to Jaime on the couch. I was on my phone just scrolling through Instagram. There were a lot of sweet post and video edits from the fans. It really made me at least a bit happier.

"Yoyo we need to talk to you" Aaron said.

"Yeah sure about what?" I asked.

"About you" Alan said.

"What about me?" i said.

"How you are. Emotionally" Johann said.

"Guys we already talked about this" Joshua said. "He has to man up about this and get over her".

"Josh what's your problem?" Richard said as he walked in with Yocelyn.

"Joshua whats going on with you?" Christopher asked.

"You're never like this. Whats gotten into you?" Zabdiel asked Joshua.

"You have to calm down dude" Jose Antonio said to Joshua also.

"Give Yoandri a break" Jaime said.

"Sorry i know im being blunt and harsh here, but he has to get over this. He needs to put his head in the competition" Joshua said.

"Do you think this is easy?!!" Richard exclaimed. "Get in his damn shoes Joshua! This is when we all have to be more united"

"Rich come on now. Watch the temper" Kevin said.

"Richard calm down" Yocelyn said as she put her hand on his shoulder.

"Im sorry but i just cant stick around for this. It was a mistake coming here. Come on lets just go home" Richard said. "If you need anything, you know where to find me or just call" he said as he looked at me and walked out the door.

"Im sorry guys. After finding out im expecting, he hasnt been the same. Hes happy but just doesnt want me around any "negative energy" as he calls it. I should get going though. Yoandri if you need anything, just call" Yocelyn said as she kissed my cheek and walked out the door.

"See what you guys did?" I said. "You guys need to stop worrying about me!" i yelled.

"Yoyo we were just-"

"No im done with all this. This all bullsh*t. I dont need a d*mn therapist or either of you!" i said as i cut Sebastian off.

"Yoandri listen to yourself" Joel said.

"I am. I have amazing hearing" i said sarcastically. "Ive made up my mind too. Im quitting the competition"

All the guys just looked at me in shock. Im just done with all of them worrying about me as if i was a baby.

"Okay Yoyo, now you're just talking crazy" Johann said.

"I dont give a f*ck ive made up my mind. Im talking to production tomorrow" i said as i got up and grabbed my jacket from the rack.

"Yoyo dont leave" Nickie said.

"You cant just leave the competition" Aaron said.

"You've worked really hard for this Yoyo" Micke added on.

"Yoandri, think about what you just said" Joshua said.

"F*ck you. F*ck all of you" i said as i stormed out the door. I cant believe i said what i just said but it had to happen sooner or later.

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A/N;

Embrace yourselves. Get tissues and ice cream ready.. The next few chapters might hit u in the heart.I even cried while writing it..