Nobody | V.N Y.K - Discontinued

19

i'm so sorry
please still love me
please don't leave me
please

aLSO
I LISTENED TO LITTLE DO YOU KNOW BY ALEX & SIERRA WHILE READING THIS
AND IT FITS THE CHAPTER PERFECTLY
I PROMISE IT'LL ADD SO MUCH MORE EMOTION SO LISTEN TO IT
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silence.

just a cold, slightly uncomfortable silence.

why couldn't one of them just say something?

viktor coughed dryly, attempting to fix this slightly.. awkward situation.

it didn't have to be awkward. viktor had just saved the young boy from his destructive household, there are so many things that could be said, by either of them; but nothing came to their minds.

yuuri wanted to thank him, a thousand times over.

but his voice seemed to be lost.

viktor wanted to hold yuuri and make him forget everything, anything bad that'd ever happened to him.

but of course, he wouldn't do that.

yuuri finally found his voice.

"t—thank you," he whimpered.

he hadn't meant to, but he began to cry.

and fuck, it felt good.

viktor closed his eyes for a moment, while they were sitting at a stop light, guilt in his heart and his skin itching to hold him.

he just wanted to hug him.

he just wanted to cuddle him.

he just wanted to make this boy's world the happiest it could ever be.

the light turned green, and viktor sighed to himself.

he just needed to hold the boy, somehow. somehow.

he glanced over at him, and when he saw the tears rolling down yuuri's face, he lost it.

this boy did not deserve this pain.

he pulled over quickly, parking his car in one of the empty spaces in this old, secluded gas station. and then he turned his head, staring at the boy next to him.

yuuri looked over at him, and viktor broke.

his lips parted, and his chest began to hurt.

yuuri's red, glossy brown eyes; and that beautiful, beautiful pale skin that was now blotched with red on his cheeks.

and his whimpers.

viktor couldn't do this.

he couldn't watch such a beautiful boy be so heartbroken.

viktor bit his lip, tears filling his eyes.

he opened his arms.

"come here."

and yuuri's eyes widened, but he only took three seconds to hesitate before he cuddled himself into viktor's arms, straddling his lap in the drivers seat.

viktor held him tighter, his fingers running through the raven's beautiful, beautiful black hair.

the small boy's tears wouldn't stop, and he clutched tighter onto his lifeline, crying into his chest.

"i—it h—h—hurts," he cried, his hands growing white as he clutched harder than he ever had. "i w—want s—someone.. s—someone t—to care," he hiccuped, "i just w—want someone to w—want m—me,"

viktor fixated yuuri's body closer to his.

"i want you," viktor whispered into his ear, nuzzling his face into his neck. "i care about you. and i'll never let you go."

yuuri's heart skipped a beat.

"i don't regret three days ago, not even a little."

and yuuri held tighter, if that was even possible.

viktor kissed his hair, his hand running soothing lines down the boy's head.

"i will never hurt you."

and then viktor cried,
harder than he had in a while.

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fuck
this chapter
just it felt so amazing to write
because it's so cute

btw i feel like there's gonna b some confusion here

viktor didn't mean that as a romantical confession

he meant it like he genuinely cares about him, at the moment he doesn't have romantic feelings, he just knows he never wants to let anything happen to yuuri

and yuuri
well he's j oblivious

it's obvious how he feels but he doesn't know that he just thinks he wants to be near viktor

so yeah
bYe i love you to the stars