Nobody | V.N Y.K - Discontinued

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im so sorry this took so long
im so awful
but its here now so please forgive ty
i love all of you

VOTE COMMENT AND SHIT BECAUSE IM A GREEDY BITCH

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"you.. you—"

"yes."

yuuri could hardly believe the words he'd just heard. viktor seemed so happy, so utterly perfect, when this entire time, he'd been just as broken as himself?

"i—i'm so.. i'm so sorry. i've been so selfish." yuuri whispered, lowering his head. "i always complain about my own p—problems when this entire t—time y—you were hurting just as bad, if not worse." he still couldn't believe it. "i wish.. i wish i could've —"

"it's in the past." viktor whispered, his words as distant and soft as dust. "i've taught myself to cope with the pain. but last week, i pulled out an old picture of us on accident and i don't know— i guess i just couldn't handle it anymore."

yuuri didn't want to believe that viktor was just as broken as him. he could deal with his own pain at least a little, but thinking of this beautiful boy going through what he had just brought him to tears to the point he couldn't hold it in.

"i'm so sorry," yuuri breathed, before he began crying, just as he always had. he was always crying, but for once, he was crying for another. "i wish i could've been there, d—done something, anything t—to make th—the pain a little more bearable. i just wish we had m—met sooner."

viktor smiled, a small, genuine laugh that was as soft as a breath escaping his lips.

"we met in time, yuuri."

"b—but—"

"yuuri," viktor whispered, getting up and kneeling in front of the small boy, "as soon as i saw you jump off that bridge, i realized something. we have much to much to live for to give it all up. and as soon as i saw your face, mid air, i knew i needed to save you. you seemed so calm, and i admired the way you could be so okay in a moment of immense fear." viktor smiled, and yuuri glanced up into his eyes, exploring them for a moment before smiling softly, sniffling. "you were so strong it took my breath away."

it fell silent, but for only a moment.

"you inspired me, yuuri."

the two stared at one another for a moment, before yuuri's smile grew, and he laughed a tiny laugh, one that made viktor's heart jump and his eyes shine.

how had he not seen it before?

how had he not noticed just how beautiful this boy was?

viktor's hand softly trailed to the back of yuuri's neck, and he stared into brown eyes, silently asking for approval.

yuuri smiled softly, nodding shyly before lips were on each other all over again. it seemed like every time they kissed yuuri fell a little more for this boy, his arms grasping viktor's shoulders before they relaxed and fell to his biceps. viktor groaned under his breath, his face coated in a light pink as yuuri climbed onto his lap, his legs straddling viktor in a way that had him nearly gasping for air.

"god," viktor moaned through their kiss, "k—kissing you feels like heaven."

yuuri moaned in approval, smiling.

the frail boy pulled away, but just hardly, their foreheads resting on another as yuuri stared into his eyes, smiling softly and his eyes drooping in admiration.

"kissing you makes me forget i've ever been in pain."

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