Honey,
You are the one who kills yourself.
You are the one who fell for him right?
You are the one who was kind enough and loving enough and that gave people opportunities to break you.
I know its hard for you.. i know you are dying.
I know you are going through a lot and crying.
You wanna leave everything and start flying.
To a whole new world that only YOU live in. Just you nobody else.
why did you love them so much..
Why did you let yourself drown into their ocean of lies.
Why did you let yourself get lost into their dark forest even though you can't see through dark.
Why?..
do you love being in pain that much?
Do you like the feeling of ache in the chest that much?
Do you like it?
Tell me sweetheart how many other time you will let yourself be hurt?
How many other times you will drown into an infinite ocean of pain?
You want all of this to end right?
But honey,
You are the one who started it.
YOU ARE READING
Midnight Thoughts
Non-FictionTbh i can write description but we all have this "overthinking" period that comes after midnight..Most nights i cry myself to sleep and keep overthinking. These are just some of my thoughts. Some are cheerful and some are depressing.. some are good...