Depression come to you quietly..
its like a babe.. if you cared he will grow and find a beautiful house to settle inside of your soul.. if you didn't care and completed your life without giving an attention to it it will fade away and die.
Depression.. a simple word that has the power to make people think of ending their lives.. it has the power to make you feel numb.. it is powerful to the point that it makes you feel nth but sadness..
You feel heaviness in your eyelids, in your chest, in you..
Even the simplest tasks becomes hard for you.. having breakfast, opening your eyes, showering or even take the blanket off of you become something so hard for you to do.
At first its so wicked.. you think its just a temporary sadness that will fade away with a movie night with friends or a club or even just walking in the streets with your squad and have a laugh.
But it doesn't. And it won't.
When this happens you know that shit is real and your life is fucked up.
Depression.. its just the handsome twin of the suicide.
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Midnight Thoughts
NonfiksiTbh i can write description but we all have this "overthinking" period that comes after midnight..Most nights i cry myself to sleep and keep overthinking. These are just some of my thoughts. Some are cheerful and some are depressing.. some are good...